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im so fucking tired of looking at these fucking books and these fucking papers and spending time looking for more fucking information because the shit i already have which is a fucking lot is not fucking enough and i have to write two damned pages a day in order to finish it in fucking time and not have my brain completely melt into my shoes. fuckshit why do they make people go through this fucking nonsense. i wasn't like this til i started this mother fucking paper now i just want to graduate and fuck the establishment i hate you all and i hope your school burns to the ground. mother fuckin money whores with your needs and your wants and your stupid activities and your fucked up buildings that will house the same fucking burger king thats in teh fucking building right across the damn road. are you fucking serious with me right now? why the hell am i writing this paper why the hell is my head hurting after a full day of putting nothing in my body but aspirin and knowledge about great britain and radio propaganda and poster propaganda and what all these old farts thought about what the fuck ever and let it go and shut the fuck up and i cant think about this anymore its fuckshit.
thats what i started writing the other day in a total rant of frustration. now its gotten worse. i have been doing nothing but wasting time the past two days and now heres a list of everything that must get done.
i cento passi- watch the movie and write 2 pages IN ITALIAN which is so not where my brain is right now, about the film, due last friday, now due this thursday
Wiesel paper- 4 pages due november 3rd
math XL homework for chapters 1,7,2,3 due November 1st. i have done none of them thus far and we're suppose to work on them with our written homework so it all gets done. i'm dumb and have no time or motivation for math
THESIS FULL DRAFT ALL 25 PAGES DUE NOVEMBER 4TH. I HAVE 7 PAGES WRITTEN. i'm a waste to the planet.
mid-term 7-8 pages on one of two topics due november 10th.
rewrite of orwell paper due later and i cant remember now that my brain hurts, also revisions to the thesis due every thursday until the final draft is turned in.
to add to my drama free life that i've established, mike wont let us have a meeting at work about all the stuff thats not getting done or cleaned and being put off on other people, mainly the person who closes, 3 to 4 nights a week thats me; because he is the majority of the problem so he doesn't want us to regulate the opener with more work, i mean the work that he's SUPPOSE to be doing because he doesn't want to do it. we get bonus checks the 9th, exams are over the first week in december, then its full time job for me and no more mike.
im going to jump off a building now.