the scales are tipping in your favor
so im back from europe. still haven't decided how i feel about that yet. you get all these visions of home and it looks so nice and then you come home and you remember that its the same place you were desperate to leave and oh yea nothing's changed. not like everythings wrong, i really dont want to go back to work at starbucks, im going to look for a different job starting monday, but it was great to see my brother again and mitch, and it'll be great to see all my friends again, and school starts in 2 weeks. but i do miss europe terribly. i miss london and how nice and quiet it is, i miss paris, i need to go back and stay there much longer, i miss rome and all the gelato shops, they really had the best ones, and omg the pasta, fuck yum. and i miss florence and the church bells and the smell of all the flowers on everyone's terrace and the friendly people and the little humdrum bookstore smushed in between dolce and gabbana and armani. i miss the language and the conversation, i miss the bottles of vera` water and sprite. i miss the uneven stone streets and the sidewalks that are too small. i miss the sunsets, i miss the sea, i even miss the trains. but i still dont miss the dumb tourists. dumb tourists.
those are pretty much the things making me sad since i got home.
things making me happy:
mitch
my cellphone
free internet
the dark knight
naps
hamburgers
mexican food
grocery stores
space
rules on the road
people who smell nice, or dont smell bad atleast
my car. mmmmm driving
school starting, applying for graduating. holy shit.
looking for an internship
looking for new goals since i just accomplished mine.