fate is going up to that person you're interested in

[happyyhour]

i've been wanting to talk to amanda for a serious long time now, and i just don't know how! even after a failed attempt when i moronically went to sit opposite her while she was studying with her music plugged in! so so embarrassing and uncool on whatever that came out of my mouth!! had so much crazy butterflies!!

anyway, hafidzah suggested that i write amanda a letter. and after days to weeks of drafting, i've finally finished it but i've got no courage to give it to her!!! my crazy nerves and butterflies made me miss oppotunities after oppotunities! i can't do it!! i'm so scared!! in the end i had kiew ray to pass the letter to her, and the waiting begins =sss