after 11months
met up with sybil! if you're wondering, we're best friends in secondary school and i don't know what we are now...bestfriends that doesn't hang out? haha.. our friendship isn't your typical bff forever, everyday together type. haha.
anyways, met her for her early birthday dinner! and i really enjoyed it. if you don't know we've had silent war and everything was just awkward when we tried to be like before.. gave ourselves time and space and tried again but there was still a hint/pinch of awkwardness... cause at the back of my mind i kept thinking "is this awkward? is this awkward?" any probably it wasn't but i thought so and felt so.. but things only got better uh.. until 11months ago was the last time we spoke to each other.. it's like i can retweet or reblog "strangers with memories" but i doubt at that time we'll act like strangers if we actually saw each other.. anyway! i didn't allow that to happen.. and there we were eating at new york new york!
and this time it wasn't awkward at all.. we spent like 3-4 hours at some random place just talking. there i just miss how she's always beside me in class ready to listen to my lame comments and strong opinions and she'll always give me such a nice response! suddenly i'm reminded of the cornier joke. HAHA! I didn't even get the joke but i burst out laughing!! hahaha! retarded me..
anyway, she asked why i stopped blogging here.. because i i've posted so much about natalie and now that i'm over her i thought that maybe this blog can go along with her.. but since you want me to continue posting happy hours of my life! HAHA! more like happy dreams! i shall put in an entry of a dream i had the other night about my new eye candy crush... named amanda.. guess how i felt for natalie i'm feeling the same towards amanda now.. so welcome the new star of the blog. haha! i also just dreamt of amanda again this morning!
anyways, met her for her early birthday dinner! and i really enjoyed it. if you don't know we've had silent war and everything was just awkward when we tried to be like before.. gave ourselves time and space and tried again but there was still a hint/pinch of awkwardness... cause at the back of my mind i kept thinking "is this awkward? is this awkward?" any probably it wasn't but i thought so and felt so.. but things only got better uh.. until 11months ago was the last time we spoke to each other.. it's like i can retweet or reblog "strangers with memories" but i doubt at that time we'll act like strangers if we actually saw each other.. anyway! i didn't allow that to happen.. and there we were eating at new york new york!
and this time it wasn't awkward at all.. we spent like 3-4 hours at some random place just talking. there i just miss how she's always beside me in class ready to listen to my lame comments and strong opinions and she'll always give me such a nice response! suddenly i'm reminded of the cornier joke. HAHA! I didn't even get the joke but i burst out laughing!! hahaha! retarded me..
anyway, she asked why i stopped blogging here.. because i i've posted so much about natalie and now that i'm over her i thought that maybe this blog can go along with her.. but since you want me to continue posting happy hours of my life! HAHA! more like happy dreams! i shall put in an entry of a dream i had the other night about my new eye candy crush... named amanda.. guess how i felt for natalie i'm feeling the same towards amanda now.. so welcome the new star of the blog. haha! i also just dreamt of amanda again this morning!