time out
I was going through a really terrible time in my life. The worst one so far. It was sadness all over me for the pass 2-3months. Every morning when I open my eyes, a gush of pain would fill my heart. A pain reality that I've lost a close friend.
Everywhere I went didn't rid the thoughts in my mind. Oh wait, except for paramore's concert woo! I didn't post about that here?! 0.0 haha, okay so every ticking of the second hand on the clock my mind was affected by the situation. But then! Pichanok(hope I spelt it right) invited me to her birthday "party" haha. I've gotta admit, it was pretty awkward at the beginning as I knew no one but her. But it only took less than an hour before I got comfortable! it was so chilled and cool.. It was like I just woke up from amnesia. A total getaway from the saddest period of my life. Nothing present reminded me of the sad situation, I felt like I travelled back in time where my mind and heart were still new and fresh without.. Ya know? It just felt so much more better. Thank you pichanok (: aka christy. Hehe.
P.S. Christy doesn't know what I'm going through.