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baff
i've been examining my life and... sad as it may seem... everything still revolves around girls for me:(
at least while i'm sick;)
what's funny is:
it's not that i'm depressed because girls don't seem to dig me... im fricken sexy and fuck them for not getting over themselves
it's not that i'm sad that i'm not in a relationship... that's true; however, it's not the driving force in my... anger? you might call it
it's not my wanting to fulfill all the romantic ideas i have a-rollin' around in my head... i'm too lazy... and i've found that romanticism needs inspriation... and lacking such inspiration... it's a no go
so why am i aggravated with my current situation?
because, like all guys my age and... well, really all guys in general...
I'M FRICKEN HORNEY!
haha... at least it feels good to admit it
i'm horney, but i don't want sex... that's a territory i feel that, despite all the constant urges, i am in no way ready to pursue... let alone do i have one who inspires me enouhg to pursue it
no... i want to kiss and snuggle... but lacking a better word... i say i'm horney
and the biggest problem of all?
i don't really know anybody new...
school, highschool, everybody i know... I KNOW
and time ahs proven that, just as my good friend once told me... it's never good to be the nice guy
girls my age don't dig the nice guy
("fart all over your face and stuff girls my age!... idiots!")
it's like this...
growing up, i always watched movies that portrayed people kissing on new years... on valentines day... etc. etc. etc.
but i have never kissed a single person on any of these seemingly romantic days
never
and now i don't really look forward to this new years because, just like any other new years, i know i am not going to have anyone to kiss...
come on! it's the holiday spirit!
baff! i'm sick anyway
but that's not the point!
the point is... every girl i know percieves me as the nice guy... which i am
but i am still a guy
and it blows to be in this situation
period
geez
all i do in this fricken thing is complain about girls
what a vapid life i must seem to have to all you people who read this...
oh wait, only steph reads this:) thanks for reading steph
welp, have a good one
ps:
in summation
i'm fricken' horney!
pps:
i just found out that "horney" is spelled "horny" but i don't feel like changing it... thanks for dealing with it
i've been examining my life and... sad as it may seem... everything still revolves around girls for me:(
at least while i'm sick;)
what's funny is:
it's not that i'm depressed because girls don't seem to dig me... im fricken sexy and fuck them for not getting over themselves
it's not that i'm sad that i'm not in a relationship... that's true; however, it's not the driving force in my... anger? you might call it
it's not my wanting to fulfill all the romantic ideas i have a-rollin' around in my head... i'm too lazy... and i've found that romanticism needs inspriation... and lacking such inspiration... it's a no go
so why am i aggravated with my current situation?
because, like all guys my age and... well, really all guys in general...
I'M FRICKEN HORNEY!
haha... at least it feels good to admit it
i'm horney, but i don't want sex... that's a territory i feel that, despite all the constant urges, i am in no way ready to pursue... let alone do i have one who inspires me enouhg to pursue it
no... i want to kiss and snuggle... but lacking a better word... i say i'm horney
and the biggest problem of all?
i don't really know anybody new...
school, highschool, everybody i know... I KNOW
and time ahs proven that, just as my good friend once told me... it's never good to be the nice guy
girls my age don't dig the nice guy
("fart all over your face and stuff girls my age!... idiots!")
it's like this...
growing up, i always watched movies that portrayed people kissing on new years... on valentines day... etc. etc. etc.
but i have never kissed a single person on any of these seemingly romantic days
never
and now i don't really look forward to this new years because, just like any other new years, i know i am not going to have anyone to kiss...
come on! it's the holiday spirit!
baff! i'm sick anyway
but that's not the point!
the point is... every girl i know percieves me as the nice guy... which i am
but i am still a guy
and it blows to be in this situation
period
geez
all i do in this fricken thing is complain about girls
what a vapid life i must seem to have to all you people who read this...
oh wait, only steph reads this:) thanks for reading steph
welp, have a good one
ps:
in summation
i'm fricken' horney!
pps:
i just found out that "horney" is spelled "horny" but i don't feel like changing it... thanks for dealing with it