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Are we friends?
I mean, really, do you consider us friends? My deffinition of friendship is love, loyalty, and spending time together. I feel as though I don't get any of this. I'm not one to call people to make plans. I never want to impose upon others and feel that if they wanted to see me, they would do so. Unfortunately, I know this has hurt me and any friendhips I've had. Corey and the lot have made anoter movie without so much as a word of it to me. People at work are planning a suprise party for a friend and I'm not invited. Parties here, get togethers there...and still I'm sitting in the dark. I feel like I haven't kept a single friend with me....like I don't even have any close friends. I'm empty. Truly empty. If I didn't have Thomas....I would never leave my house.
There are tears in my eyes right now. I could have tons of money, material posessions, the best job ever.....but without you guys I'm nothing.
Right now...I'm feeling a lot of nothing.
I mean, really, do you consider us friends? My deffinition of friendship is love, loyalty, and spending time together. I feel as though I don't get any of this. I'm not one to call people to make plans. I never want to impose upon others and feel that if they wanted to see me, they would do so. Unfortunately, I know this has hurt me and any friendhips I've had. Corey and the lot have made anoter movie without so much as a word of it to me. People at work are planning a suprise party for a friend and I'm not invited. Parties here, get togethers there...and still I'm sitting in the dark. I feel like I haven't kept a single friend with me....like I don't even have any close friends. I'm empty. Truly empty. If I didn't have Thomas....I would never leave my house.
There are tears in my eyes right now. I could have tons of money, material posessions, the best job ever.....but without you guys I'm nothing.
Right now...I'm feeling a lot of nothing.