May 13, 2006 14:11
So basically, Caitlyn reminded me that i had a l/j and i was just like 'well, what the hey! i should go on it again sometime' so here i am. It's no wonder i've been getting pissed so easily, i had no place to vent.
The funny thing is, I last updated when school had just started and now there's only like, 2 more weeks of school left. haha. How time flys by...
I feel as if I were half asleep the whole year cuz i've been tired as hell for as long as i can remember i fucked up my sleeping habits again and i can't sleep before 2 a.m. anymore. let's see what happens; I'm waiting for the day i suddenly collapse on the floor. I don't know, i just can't sleep normally.
School was shit for the whole entire year for the most part.The people were annoying as ever. Cept' for my friends of course, well most of them anyway. ^_^ To sum up the events of the year, i joined flag football and i'm def. doing it again next year, i'm gonna join some other crap as well, AP is done and over with and i'm waving the exam, thank fricken God!, People changed and guys are shit, though i still love them, o/w maybe next year...When i'm a sophmore!!! And me...i can't say that i changed much, (my outside is still in progress)I've learned that people do and say stupid things mainly for the sake of others opinions and because they believe that they're at that level of maturity. I honestly don't know why these kids are in such a rush to grow up. GET OVER YOURSELF!!! and it's hard to believe, but there are still many people who have no life so they make themselves feel better by criticizing others. It gets really tiring after a while to tell you the truth. I guess you can say that highschool has made me just a little bitter, just a little. But hey, that's the truth, highschool is just a bunch of kids trying to prove themselves to one another for the most part, then there's that spiritual enlightening part where you find yourself, that is if you haven't already and then, last but not least, it's where you go to learn stuff that we will most likely never use again. Jeez, this makes you want to drop out doesn't it? But you shouldn't, cuz there's still college fun and drama waiting for you.
This year went by pretty quickly though. Probably cuz evrday was measured by an AP deadline of some sort. I can not wait 'til it's over.
Today i had to serve my first Sat. cuz of dresscode. Just a bunch of bullshit btw. You would think that they had more important things to worry about, but nope, they're just out to get you. i might go to the movies w/ Jason and Andrew so whatev.
Until next time I decide to write in this thing,
irene
And remember:
"Maturity begins to grow when you sense your concern for others outweighing your concern for yourself" John Macnaughton