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hello...
I have been having an emotional rollercoaster ride of sorts...the past few weeks have been everywhere from hell to heaven and anything in between...perhaps that was an over-statement, but you mustn't forget that I'm a drama queen. I have been grieving for my grandpa a lot still, despite what smiling faces I put on when my world's eyes are upon me. I keep thinking that I need to get rid of my grief, as if it is something that you just clean up, like dirt trailed in from outside, or the mud off your shoes from a rainy day. I need to realize that my grief is not only a part of losing someone, that it is also okay and that it isn't just a thing you can sweep under the carpet. I still wish I had more memories of when my grandfather was not sick, when I was little and we would have fun together... but through my own ways, I'll at least always have a tight grasp on the few I can really remember. Please comtinue to pray for my grandma, my family, and me. Love you all!
Katie
I have been having an emotional rollercoaster ride of sorts...the past few weeks have been everywhere from hell to heaven and anything in between...perhaps that was an over-statement, but you mustn't forget that I'm a drama queen. I have been grieving for my grandpa a lot still, despite what smiling faces I put on when my world's eyes are upon me. I keep thinking that I need to get rid of my grief, as if it is something that you just clean up, like dirt trailed in from outside, or the mud off your shoes from a rainy day. I need to realize that my grief is not only a part of losing someone, that it is also okay and that it isn't just a thing you can sweep under the carpet. I still wish I had more memories of when my grandfather was not sick, when I was little and we would have fun together... but through my own ways, I'll at least always have a tight grasp on the few I can really remember. Please comtinue to pray for my grandma, my family, and me. Love you all!
Katie