Aug 21, 2004 23:03
An expose by himself
I seem to have come into a state of pure shock due the relentless sugars I have been putting into my body today…that caffeine I had with the coffee added to the protein shock in my robecks and the equal in my water was probably not the best combination, possibly I should have gone with water but what fun would that be. I seem to have arrived in a state of nervous confusion when told that a close friend that I need to talk to has arrived home, that conversation will either turn out to be a great satisfaction to my mind or a complete loss of hope in one aspect of my life but that is neither here nor there at this moment in time because it has not happened and predicting the outcome of the human mind is so unpredictable that one should not even go there. If people could predict what others would do it would make our society a living hell, and no one would do anything, for if Adam had known how life would turn out he would have never fucked eve producing cane and able and so on in that genealogical time line, but as stated that is neither here nor there right now but on that thought process what is here or there right now…maybe if I were smarter I would go to sleep right now but i am not so i will not. I would like to venture into the need of the human mind to be occupied by something at all times. I like to think of myself as a laid back person but when exaimed by myself i realize that i am most likely a nervous freak always on the edge of thinking he is being critized by most but really no one cares. I will drift off now because this is going nowhere besides me acting as a freak, which i most likely am. Until the next here or there goodnight.