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[happyrollbeans]

So, my anger and curiosity blind me once again

My choice to be angry leaves me dead to the world
there is nothing around me except for my thoughts
today making that choice to be angry conflicted in my relationship
a bad on me

Well, more crap has been forced into my mind
and I didn't want it
though some of it made sense
I didn't want it
don't need it
don't care for it
fuck it
let me be on my own
why is everything now in the world have to be titled

I tend to be very passive
but, I come to realize
that there are certain things that Liza says (or even a certain tone that she has)
hurts me
like I instantly want to cry

I am so emotionally exhausted right now that I don't even want to write

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