lolj
...and 3 months passes without much incident, just like that. What's different since then?
Not a damn thing.
The social life I referred to before died a mercifully quick death shortly after it began, due to the annoying tendencies of several people and the implied rejection of another. But hell, I could have told you that would happen.
Semester ends tomorrow with a final exam. And, for some reason, I'm a little bummed about it. Life up here, attending classes and taking tests has become entirely too comfortable. If I could pass most of my life in this manner without running into financial hardships, I would without question. And it seems like every time something arises to remind me that this isn't life, that my little bubble world inside my apartment and the college of pharmacy isn't what's really real, I crash.
So I end the night on the lower side of average, half wishing that this imaginary life would persist indefinitely, the other half yearning for something to shatter the glass around me so I can stop suffering in the throes of "what if?".
See you tomorrow, Savannah.
Not a damn thing.
The social life I referred to before died a mercifully quick death shortly after it began, due to the annoying tendencies of several people and the implied rejection of another. But hell, I could have told you that would happen.
Semester ends tomorrow with a final exam. And, for some reason, I'm a little bummed about it. Life up here, attending classes and taking tests has become entirely too comfortable. If I could pass most of my life in this manner without running into financial hardships, I would without question. And it seems like every time something arises to remind me that this isn't life, that my little bubble world inside my apartment and the college of pharmacy isn't what's really real, I crash.
So I end the night on the lower side of average, half wishing that this imaginary life would persist indefinitely, the other half yearning for something to shatter the glass around me so I can stop suffering in the throes of "what if?".
See you tomorrow, Savannah.