Aug 31, 2005 23:07
It seems that no matter what Towson will never have spirit. It was a good day until the pep-rally this evening. I wouldn't even call it a pep rally it was pathetic. What a way to ruin a day.
It's my sisters birthday today too.
Lately I have been very confused about what I want. I feel like this school year is gonna be really good but as hard as I try I still get upset about the summer. I feel like the past couple months have been an emotional roller coaster. I suppose I should have seen it coming but then again nobody ever expects bad things to happen to them. I'm just lucky I have so many friends to drag me out of the muddy mess that was my heart after what happened. So far since I have been back here I have done pretty well and tonight is the first night I think I am sad. I don't know exactly why but it seems every bad thought I can imagine is waiting for me in my head, and I can't make them go away.
Tomorrow is another day I suppose. The sun will come up and I will be happy. At least I hope I will be.
Someday my prince will come, until then I have to deal with kissing frogs....