no u turns
i keep finding myself in situations that i don't want to be in, but how did i get there you may ask. and i may answer, i have no fucking clue. i want more than anything to see you. nothing else matters anymore, because whatever else it is i'm doing i just wish you were there with me. i keep seeing 6s and 4s and i don't know what they mean... but mostly it's been 8's, but i miss 5... bah, i guess i'd better just resume chain smoking untill something or somebody better comes along to distract me... i really need to smoke a bowl with decent people, not homeless kids at 2am, fuck what were we thinking... she's dragging me down, and i'm going along with it...why...that's all i want to know is why, but i don't think i'm asking the right person...