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ok, update. Andrew is definately trying to hold my hand now. like, when we went to the city with Nat, cos Vivian couldn't make it, on the way home (Nat took the train) in the tram, we were holding on the that bar thingy on the ticket machine cos it was really crowded. i noticed, like, i full on saw him inching his hand across the bar until it was like, on top of my hand. even i, oblivious me, can't come up with an alternative explanation.
oh yeah, and clifford said that he didn't fall asleep during national treasure, so he couldn't have been leaning on Andrew to cause him to lean on me. oh, and also, tiff and me went to vic gardens to see a movie yesterday, and we tried to do what andrew did, and it was very uncomfortable. no coincidences there either!
and this arvo, andrew and me are going to shop for valeska's present. i completely forgot that her dinner/party thingy was tomorrow. i had put it in my school planner without realising that i don't look at it anymore....so we're gonna go and find something wacky for her. like, maybe really wacky jewellery....and hopefully maybe i'll ask him to clarify this whole maybe/relationship/etc thing so i can finally sleep at night....and also not be so stressed. or then again, maybe i'll be really stressed because of this whole potential thingy happening...i dunno.....
oh, just then, he said that cos their vacuum cleaner was broken, they're gonna take it to shoppo to get it fixed. so he can give me a lift...and i was like, cool, i get to me your mum, and he was like, and she gets to meet you! which sorta strikes me as though he's been talking about me to his mum....i dunno....maybe it's just me....