2012. The Results.
...When 2008 was over I was crying, "It was the best year of my life....I would never be as happy as I was..."
At that time I didn't know, that 2009, 2010 and 2011 would be sooooo
cool, and of course, I couldn't even imagine how vibrant, amazing,
exciting, challenging and inspiring would be 2012. Therefore now, I can
say with a happy smile (no more tears, bab, please).
IT WAS THE BEST YEAR OF MY LIFE! [Swedish House Mafia, Don't you worry child]
So, 2012. The results.
Love. I believe in love. [Paula Cole, I believe in love] Nothing have changed. I have been writing my book about love, which is almost 200 pages for now. I shared love with everyone whom I met. You shared it with me. Thank you. [Lana del Rey, Dark Paradise]
"Follow your heart,"- it was written on my window. It doesn't matter where I was - in Moscow, San Francisco, Los Angeles, Las Vegas, San Diego, Grand Canyon, Yosemite, Lake Tahoe; at home, in school, on the beach or in the night club...I listened to my heart and I did everything that it said. I'm not scared when it looks like I'm crazy - I do what I want. And I call it FREEdom.
18.07 - My Birthday was amazing. I understood that when you expect the least you have the most. I see number "18" everywhere. It's my sign that I'm going my way. People usually think that I've never suffered, cried, and my life has been easy. It's not true. However, I treat this experience as priceless. I'm different only because I keep walking after black days.
This year was challenging for me too. Sometimes the road was closed. Sometimes I had to run as fast as I could to get what was mine. Sometimes I saw a green color thinking that it was time but only then realized - it was a wrong way.[Coldplay, Hearts like heaven] I studied in UC Berkeley, passed exams, opened Happy store 18, wrote articles for newspapers, went to job interviews, tried new recipes, built a friendship with strangers and finally I was abroad alone.
Fortunately, I never forgot to repeat to myself, "I can do it!" [M83, We own the sky]
My friends helped me a lot. They made me laugh, think, scream in the street, jump for joy, lay on the crossroad, dance in the rain and laugh again. We had a lot of fun! The distance is nothing for the real friendship. If you respect people and let them be themselves, you will never be alone. And I wasn't. [Lustral, Everytime]
Actually I was... when I wanted to have time for myself. I wanted to study on my own, wonder in amazing city San Francisco, read "Atlas Shrugged", watch a sunset and feel sand with my feet...I meditated and found balance, recharged myself. [Hans Zimmer, Time]
Lastly, life is school. My lesson is to study hard and don't skip classes, wait until the bell rings. Life is abundant, even though sometimes you think it's grey and boring. There is always a sunrise after a sunset. Fill the sails!
Thank you America. All fireworks are for you. I know that "The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams". I never stop dreaming because the next big thing is coming.[Chromatics, The River]
Happy New 2013!
At that time I didn't know, that 2009, 2010 and 2011 would be sooooo
cool, and of course, I couldn't even imagine how vibrant, amazing,
exciting, challenging and inspiring would be 2012. Therefore now, I can
say with a happy smile (no more tears, bab, please).
IT WAS THE BEST YEAR OF MY LIFE! [Swedish House Mafia, Don't you worry child]
So, 2012. The results.
Love. I believe in love. [Paula Cole, I believe in love] Nothing have changed. I have been writing my book about love, which is almost 200 pages for now. I shared love with everyone whom I met. You shared it with me. Thank you. [Lana del Rey, Dark Paradise]
"Follow your heart,"- it was written on my window. It doesn't matter where I was - in Moscow, San Francisco, Los Angeles, Las Vegas, San Diego, Grand Canyon, Yosemite, Lake Tahoe; at home, in school, on the beach or in the night club...I listened to my heart and I did everything that it said. I'm not scared when it looks like I'm crazy - I do what I want. And I call it FREEdom.
18.07 - My Birthday was amazing. I understood that when you expect the least you have the most. I see number "18" everywhere. It's my sign that I'm going my way. People usually think that I've never suffered, cried, and my life has been easy. It's not true. However, I treat this experience as priceless. I'm different only because I keep walking after black days.
This year was challenging for me too. Sometimes the road was closed. Sometimes I had to run as fast as I could to get what was mine. Sometimes I saw a green color thinking that it was time but only then realized - it was a wrong way.[Coldplay, Hearts like heaven] I studied in UC Berkeley, passed exams, opened Happy store 18, wrote articles for newspapers, went to job interviews, tried new recipes, built a friendship with strangers and finally I was abroad alone.
Fortunately, I never forgot to repeat to myself, "I can do it!" [M83, We own the sky]
My friends helped me a lot. They made me laugh, think, scream in the street, jump for joy, lay on the crossroad, dance in the rain and laugh again. We had a lot of fun! The distance is nothing for the real friendship. If you respect people and let them be themselves, you will never be alone. And I wasn't. [Lustral, Everytime]
Actually I was... when I wanted to have time for myself. I wanted to study on my own, wonder in amazing city San Francisco, read "Atlas Shrugged", watch a sunset and feel sand with my feet...I meditated and found balance, recharged myself. [Hans Zimmer, Time]
Lastly, life is school. My lesson is to study hard and don't skip classes, wait until the bell rings. Life is abundant, even though sometimes you think it's grey and boring. There is always a sunrise after a sunset. Fill the sails!
Thank you America. All fireworks are for you. I know that "The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams". I never stop dreaming because the next big thing is coming.[Chromatics, The River]
Happy New 2013!