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I've been feeling rather strange lately, though not in a bad way. It's almost like I've become a different person, that something has changed in my head and I can't go back to being the person I was since October or thereabouts. Not that that's really a bad thing at all. I feel like things are clearer, that I'm somehow happier and that everything's just...I don't know. I can hear Thal clearly now, when I could barely hear her before. I no longer want to cut. I almost can't be depressed. Not like before. I'm not as overwhelmingly stressed.
I feel - normal.
This is weird. I also almost miss who I was before. A bit. There's something about the intensity of emotions that I almost enjoy. The lower the lows, the higher the highs or something like that. Except I was mostly just low. Meh. I'm sure I'll get over missing it.
I need to go Christmas shopping like whoa.
I feel - normal.
This is weird. I also almost miss who I was before. A bit. There's something about the intensity of emotions that I almost enjoy. The lower the lows, the higher the highs or something like that. Except I was mostly just low. Meh. I'm sure I'll get over missing it.
I need to go Christmas shopping like whoa.