Jan 17, 2005 16:13
Life is a whole buch of craziness. Ok, I know people can't make you happy. BUT, people are making me happy. Or it feels that way. LOTS of crazy relationships with friends and more right now. My stomach rumbles alot lately...butterflies and such. I don't know what to do with myself ever. I'm slightly...no alot confused. I shouldn't be, but I am. OK...I'm being disgustingly vague...but those in the know...well, know.
Errr...I'm mad at myself for being irresposible lately with everything else, neglecting it all for my social life. I need to get a job. My dad asked me if he could borrow money from me for the first time. I know he's been harrassing my brothers for years, but now me. And my flipping parents have done so much for me that I can't say no. I would do anything for them (except be with men). This is not all of the reason, but definately part of the reason I have decided to go to law school. I have a feeling I'm going to be doing lots of giving back.
I bought a game cube...I shouldn't have because it was expensive. Although, I did buy it pre-owned. But I've wanted one for sooo long. Now I can become a "gamer." Maybe one day I'll even kick some of my friends' asses. OUCH!sssss....So I have alot of shit to do today...so I best get going. Love to all!!!