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well my time at byron bay was fucking awesome!! i had a great ole time just hanging round meeting people playing pool it was good and all my troubles were left at the door and no1 made me feel down so it was good a great time to reflect upon self. im sick of pretending im ok cos fuck im not and i no that. losing a person that you thought would be there forever is gone we hardely talk and if we do its only like "hey" just like i was talking to a stranger. and i hate it but i dunno how to fix it. is it unfixable? no-one else is worrying about it no1 else cares. i was soon replaced and the thing is im just gonna sit by and watch because i just have no energy or strength. YEH emma and rennae "she's totally over reacting" maybe i am but how the fuck would you two know. i dont believe you know what or how im feeling and what kinda situation im in. ok you may have been in a similiar situation as me but fuck this is my situation NOT yours things are different. and i mean there are plenty of things that i think the two of you have over reacted about big fucking deal. im sick of it........... and fuck tell that to me instead of me having to hear it from other people.ok. if you sed that to my face i wouldnt b shitty at all. i hate the way you's (and i used to aswell) bitch behind each others back. you's r all the best of friends but always have something nasty to say behind each others back (yeh i no ive done that aswell.. and i regret it majorly) why dont you's make it easier on "your little gang" and say to each others faces. oh by the way emma i cant come 2 church cos my cousin is going home monday morning so we're having a see ya later party on sunday night.sorry.i no i have been slack with that but ill be back to it next week.. you will still have fun ;) just got back from the port venture fully sick aye.. yeh