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well the past few days have been pretty full on 4 me. im really not in a people person mood. i had a great weekend.. but 2day was sad.. i tlked 2 fiona n that was good but then i went n saw daniel n he is leaving 2nite so we sed our goodbyes n stuff n it was a lil sad cos i liked him heaps i thought he was great n we kinda had this connection thing. but oh well u get that we can still tlk n stuff so it aint the end of the world. i sorted stuff out wid kieran aswell n that was great too. n apparently there's a thing on friday night at the beach but my parents are going away so i dnt think ill b allowed 2 go out n i cant have nething at mine cos my parents dnt trust me :( so they'll probs make me stay at nan n pop's. but oh well. i have no energy to fight with them.
n i feel better cos i have spoke to a few people bout problems they had with me n "most" of them told me the truth n that i was happy with but 2 people are still lying to me n i no that they are n yeh i think its very embarrassing for them cos i no they're lying n id rather them tell me the truth.. but oh well
i cant stand skool right now. i have so much more on my mind and i cant stand to look at certain people. like the feelings im feeling are weird. like wen im wid daniel n kieran i feel happy n loved n wen i tlk 2 them aswell. n then emma n jess n fiona they just crack me up all the time n i feel great around them. kridal ur pretty funny 2 n i havent really tlked to any1 else so i dnt no bout them. but then wen im alone i really think bout stuff way 2 much n take it a lil outta porportion. but ive just had a massive cry so now its all good. i think i just ignore my emotions until someone sets them off n then i feel crappy 4 a while n then i get over everything. but yeh i dunno its heaps weird.
reality never hit that daniel would have to leave like i new he would but i kept it to the back of my head n now ive had 2 face it.. :(
thats pretty much all my gossip. i dnt think ill b at skool 2moro. i dnt feel like going so ill see everyone thursday.
well yeh
xoxo
n i feel better cos i have spoke to a few people bout problems they had with me n "most" of them told me the truth n that i was happy with but 2 people are still lying to me n i no that they are n yeh i think its very embarrassing for them cos i no they're lying n id rather them tell me the truth.. but oh well
i cant stand skool right now. i have so much more on my mind and i cant stand to look at certain people. like the feelings im feeling are weird. like wen im wid daniel n kieran i feel happy n loved n wen i tlk 2 them aswell. n then emma n jess n fiona they just crack me up all the time n i feel great around them. kridal ur pretty funny 2 n i havent really tlked to any1 else so i dnt no bout them. but then wen im alone i really think bout stuff way 2 much n take it a lil outta porportion. but ive just had a massive cry so now its all good. i think i just ignore my emotions until someone sets them off n then i feel crappy 4 a while n then i get over everything. but yeh i dunno its heaps weird.
reality never hit that daniel would have to leave like i new he would but i kept it to the back of my head n now ive had 2 face it.. :(
thats pretty much all my gossip. i dnt think ill b at skool 2moro. i dnt feel like going so ill see everyone thursday.
well yeh
xoxo