In My Mind
its collapsing around me, these solid structures of steel those pillars of security, that held me for so long but now are fading in the wake of change, and its just like you thought him there, and she there, anywhere as long as its far from here you dont know what to do, so you sit, wallow, and think is it me, too much or not enough, im trying all the time as futile as it seems, response is plentiful, but action well action should be taken out of the dictionary i want a shining fairy, that will grant me this wish i wish because this distance just feels to stretched out to mend leaves us with only thoughts in our head, pounding over and over what happened to it all, used to be so much fun, its all gone now up and out this picture perfect world you had inside just one big day dream now, of what used to be, and what isnt anymore for you dont care, and its hard to hold on when theres nothing on the other end, its too bad and i hate to say it but im starting to just not care either, and just drift away