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*sigh*...i turned 20 today. what a day full of emotions. it was a great bday...but very very emotional and i'm not quite sure why. it's crazy when you actually feel older. it's a good thing i guess. there's so much in my life that i need to straighten out that it's kind of intimidating sometimes. so much change so much change. it was wonderful to actually feel loved for once...not that i never feel loved or anything. it was just nice that somebody took the extra time and effort to make sure that i knew i was loved. thank you baby. and i defintiely think that this year i received the greatest gift anyone could ever give me...so, thank you again baby. what a day. i'm 20...wow, where did time go? and still so much more to go.... :)