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Then i realise perhaps that was what had happened to me. I bottled it all up 3yrs ago, didnt cry much during the day he left or during the wake. And then in that next 3 yrs, i cried hard so many nights. Short ones but numerous times. The emotions came delayed. And i wonder how long is this going to last, to eventually get all those feelings and emotions that im suppose to let go 3yrs ago out.
Thats why maybe how the ep of derek sheperd's death in Greys Anatomy hit home for me. Thats why maybe how the song of "when i see you again" got me into midnight thoughts.
Thats why maybe i can nvr rmb the date of his death anniversary still cause i nvr ever let it truly sink into me.
I willl eventually be ok with it and then from there, i can begin again.
Thats why maybe how the ep of derek sheperd's death in Greys Anatomy hit home for me. Thats why maybe how the song of "when i see you again" got me into midnight thoughts.
Thats why maybe i can nvr rmb the date of his death anniversary still cause i nvr ever let it truly sink into me.
I willl eventually be ok with it and then from there, i can begin again.