& 8 more to go.
hello world, its april?! its so crazy how time flies and soon it will be 21dec2012 hahahahah. but im pretty sure world wont end on that day! my bet on that, how about you? :)
anyways, sem3 is ending soon (mugging these two weeks for finals) and then woah im graduating in 4months time. thats real fast. that like end of my student life, officially stepping into working adults' lifecycle by end of this year. idk if im ready for it.
sometimes, i really ponders about life and how it works. i dont dare to start venturing. what if im not strong enough for it :/ went to pray at bishan's temple on wed with my mum and jervis. everytime i see dad's picture, i miss him. sighs. i think noone really went to stop and look at his pics even thou theres alot hanging ard at home. i guess noone dare to, afraid it will trigger sad emotions out of them :/ everyone is trying to cope with it and move on stronger. but i guess im still a lil daddy's princess deep down, not able to move on. no matter how long after, i still miss how much he dotes on me :( and i know deeeeeeeeeeeep down in me, i'll never be able to come to terms with his death. i still have his msg kept in my phone :/ constantly seeing the text he replied me "iloveyou too"
ahwells, on a happier note, we conquered 303 yaye :) and randomly, i shall go dye my hair during the holis. its time for a new colour :>
anyways, sem3 is ending soon (mugging these two weeks for finals) and then woah im graduating in 4months time. thats real fast. that like end of my student life, officially stepping into working adults' lifecycle by end of this year. idk if im ready for it.
sometimes, i really ponders about life and how it works. i dont dare to start venturing. what if im not strong enough for it :/ went to pray at bishan's temple on wed with my mum and jervis. everytime i see dad's picture, i miss him. sighs. i think noone really went to stop and look at his pics even thou theres alot hanging ard at home. i guess noone dare to, afraid it will trigger sad emotions out of them :/ everyone is trying to cope with it and move on stronger. but i guess im still a lil daddy's princess deep down, not able to move on. no matter how long after, i still miss how much he dotes on me :( and i know deeeeeeeeeeeep down in me, i'll never be able to come to terms with his death. i still have his msg kept in my phone :/ constantly seeing the text he replied me "iloveyou too"
ahwells, on a happier note, we conquered 303 yaye :) and randomly, i shall go dye my hair during the holis. its time for a new colour :>