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OK, here I am back at work. My soon to be ex husband called me today asking me if I knew where his walkie talkie for work was. Um, no, we are not married in my book anymore, I don't have to keep up with your things. I guess I am going to go home tonight, get Moeman to sleep and watch tv till I fall asleep. I work tomorro so I will be busy from 9am to 5pm, then back home for the same, but tomorro I will take time in the shower to shave my legs and stuff, rather than run in, bathe and run out. I am excited about the prospect of spending the night in Austin this Sunday night. I think it will be awsome, one night of freedom, not a mom or a wife or anything, just me in a city, ananomyus. Can't wait! Hope everything goes well with it, still a little concerned it might fall through but I am going to wait it out. It is really boring here, there is nothing going on, one of the prearrangement people made 2 appointments for this office to try and sell some freakin preneed contracts, I hate dealing with those people in the respect they mostly try and sell you stuff that you don't really need to get a better commission. Like, if you are dead who cares what thickness your casket is? You are going to rot either way, wether you come into contact with the elemants sooner or later, the outcome is the same, you become soup. I am still waiting for my appetite to return, I have had no desire whatsoever to eat since we split. I remember thinking on Saturday night the last thing I had eaten was Thanksgiving dinner on Thursday afternoon, I had two or three bites of a burger and threw it out, I just couldn't eat, not hungry. I am still not really hungry, I snacked a little here and there but nothing really to sustain me. Yesterday I had 1/2 a cheese quesadilla from Taco Cabana and later 2 bean and cheese tacos and that was it for yesterday. I have been working alot and Mike NEVER comes to get the baby and refuses to get an apartment, he insists on living at his granny's house where she chain smokes and he can not take the baby. He is driving me nuts, and he has yet to give me any money for anything, I had to buy a new car seat because Mikey out grew his, $150, went right on the credit card. I got my check for the last two weeks, $413. How are we suppost to live on that for the next 2 weeks? Also, I will get my check for being on call and that should be good for another $200 or so, hopefully. I am just so irritated. I just have to keep thinking about Sunday and the wonderful freedom it will bring, only for one night, but still, the taste of the freedom will be so sweet! I wish that woman had not made appointments for this location today, I am not interested in dealing with people. I guess thats kind of too bad since I am at work and all, but still. Our Christmas party is coming up in a couple of weeks and I have no one to take, so my friend Crystal said she would go with me. ALSO*** We hired a new guy at my work, he is helping out our guys that do the running around and stuff, he does not have a provisional license or anything, he is supposedly in Mortuary school now. I found out yesterday he is a sex offender, he sodomized a 12 year old boy. I told my manager and he is going to tell the head boss as soon as he gets back on Monday, I can't believe this freak is working here, my manager said he will almost gaurentee he will be firede asap when the big boss gets back, I am glad I have never seen this guy because I would smack the shit out of him! I looked him up on the sex offender registry and yep, there he was in all his sicko glory! I could kill him, I am so glad I have never come into contact with that freak! That has me a bit on edge too I guess. I told my manager I could not work with someone like that! One of our guys he works with, John, has a 5 year old little boy, I know if he knew he would be furious and probable beat the crap out of that guy, our office manager has 5 kids and she would beat him senseless too I think. We get really defensive when a wolf in sheeps clothing is brought among us, a predator of children, sick freak. There is a reason those guys are killed first in prison! ANyway, I seem to be rambling so I guess I will go for now, nice to have vented though! Oh, and yesterday the soon to be ex came into my house under the pretense he wanted to see our son to have an excuse to plead and make me feel like crap for the divorce, and then he said he wanted to take our dog, or should I say my dog, I take him to the vet, get his shots, buy his food etc... GRRR