Another damn day
You know how it goes in my entries (Showered, dressed, all that shit). Went to counceling. Bullshit him and myself. Played mancala and checkers. Showed him some of my Warhammer guys (Typhus, Arhiman, and a normal marine).
Went to Dereck's tuesday into yesterday. Played playstation. Rented a bunch of games. Bloodrayne 2, Rainbow 6:3, Red Faction, then i had brought over Soul Calibur 2. I was "suppose" to go to Sam's tuesday instead of to Dereck's because it was her day-early-birthday sorta thing, and she wanted me over there. I hope she's not too pissed about that. Hey, she called last minute, What can i say. I'm thinking of applying to Hollywood Video, they have a sign out that says they're hirering. And as far as i know, unless something happens, I will be working the Fair this year.
What else has been going on...Hmm.. Jess called. We were camping for one, and i was unloading the truck for the other, and didnt call back for like 5 hours. So, that's just the way things work out. It's not that i dont want to talk to her, but what the fuck am i going to talk about? Anything i could say would show how much of a waste i am. "Well, i was totaly drunk from the time school let out until the math regents, I've put in job applications all over cny, mostly to places i have no interest in,counceling's a load of shit, i sit around doing nothing, i'm lost More weight, and i havent slept right in whats going on 2 months. How are the rats?". What the fuck is wrong with me?
It's my birthday tomarrow. Doesn't interest me much. Mom told me *shhhh* I'm not suppose to know, but Dad and her plan on taking me to Outback Steakhouse for dinner, which is really cool of them. I've got Barb's party to go to the..15th. And i would like to hang out with Sam to try and make it up to her. You know what, I think i'll actualy do something this year. Maybe i'll have some people over. Dereck (of course), Mike, Maybe Fetus, since his birthday was crushed and there's nothing to do up his way. Yeah. This weekend. Maybe...Not likley though. Brandy and Chelsea said they're going to drive down here and give me a pink shirt for my birthday....yeah...Just dont ask.
Well. I'm done.
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Went to Dereck's tuesday into yesterday. Played playstation. Rented a bunch of games. Bloodrayne 2, Rainbow 6:3, Red Faction, then i had brought over Soul Calibur 2. I was "suppose" to go to Sam's tuesday instead of to Dereck's because it was her day-early-birthday sorta thing, and she wanted me over there. I hope she's not too pissed about that. Hey, she called last minute, What can i say. I'm thinking of applying to Hollywood Video, they have a sign out that says they're hirering. And as far as i know, unless something happens, I will be working the Fair this year.
What else has been going on...Hmm.. Jess called. We were camping for one, and i was unloading the truck for the other, and didnt call back for like 5 hours. So, that's just the way things work out. It's not that i dont want to talk to her, but what the fuck am i going to talk about? Anything i could say would show how much of a waste i am. "Well, i was totaly drunk from the time school let out until the math regents, I've put in job applications all over cny, mostly to places i have no interest in,counceling's a load of shit, i sit around doing nothing, i'm lost More weight, and i havent slept right in whats going on 2 months. How are the rats?". What the fuck is wrong with me?
It's my birthday tomarrow. Doesn't interest me much. Mom told me *shhhh* I'm not suppose to know, but Dad and her plan on taking me to Outback Steakhouse for dinner, which is really cool of them. I've got Barb's party to go to the..15th. And i would like to hang out with Sam to try and make it up to her. You know what, I think i'll actualy do something this year. Maybe i'll have some people over. Dereck (of course), Mike, Maybe Fetus, since his birthday was crushed and there's nothing to do up his way. Yeah. This weekend. Maybe...Not likley though. Brandy and Chelsea said they're going to drive down here and give me a pink shirt for my birthday....yeah...Just dont ask.
Well. I'm done.
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