clueless........
i feel soo strange. i havent written in this thing for years. im not gonna write like all the other peole do, like what happened to them and stuff well actually i think i will. well anywayzz....
yesterday i was REALLY i mean REALLY into coming back to lehman. one reason is because i would graduate in my junior year ive alwayas wanted to do that, and another is that there are some really cool peole in there. im not gonna start mentioning names or anything but well mr. apathy better get his life together and stop blocking the reality its really wuss like.as if ---i think my life sucks and im way to weak to make myself feel deperessed or something. some peeps say kelly and me are the wierdest bitches ever becuase we're so unhappy with life sometimes well i think atleast im srong enought o deal with the reality and get through my teeanage years while striving to be happy. i dont think ill be going to lehman, im pretty happy with laguardia and i made some reall cool friends already.gina and suzzzan are there too but its not like suzzan cares or anything. all she cares about is her self nad her clothes. she is the biggest poser, i mean ow can she dress like a little punk princess and listen to the backstreet boys, whatever why waste my time thi nking about things that iritate me sometimes. then gina...... well i dont get to see her a lot and then shes just like mike in this one way, that i wont mention, i just dont get her sometimes.
im at mikes house and hes really satringt o piss me off, stop beeing like that mike get up and say , i nam alive , i am not dead, i wonna go to a good coollege and there are other problems in this world other then minesi know hes gonna read this and ofcoarse not pay nyspecial care to it, and not think twice about it, instead think about how he should get some more money out of his aunt becuase he is the only chiild in their family and they'll give him anything he wants.
this seems very familiar to me, gina started writing a whole thng on the journal aboout how mike is really stupid when it comes to the way he deals with his life. whatever... end of the mike conversation, its strange how im typing this and hes sitting right next to me and im still typing this. hes gonna say this is irrelevant and shake his head and before hedoe he's gona sigh, he im givig you one big sigh mike. thatsit the end the end. i do not want to be having this conversation with myself again.
well about school, this kid told me that hes gona give me one of his guitars if i dont get one and hell teach me how to play. today in art class he was teaching me the how to read the notes and stuff hes really cool. im attracted to his friend and hes gonna tell him, he was asking me why i couldn just come up to mourese and tell him , i told him why, and he told me i wrong and i shouldnt feel that way. well if i put everything together then i think laguardia issnt all that bad but actually pretty good. im gonna probably join the swin team there, and hey i can graduate from there in my junior year also. weel got to go and try to talk some sense inot mike
yesterday i was REALLY i mean REALLY into coming back to lehman. one reason is because i would graduate in my junior year ive alwayas wanted to do that, and another is that there are some really cool peole in there. im not gonna start mentioning names or anything but well mr. apathy better get his life together and stop blocking the reality its really wuss like.as if ---i think my life sucks and im way to weak to make myself feel deperessed or something. some peeps say kelly and me are the wierdest bitches ever becuase we're so unhappy with life sometimes well i think atleast im srong enought o deal with the reality and get through my teeanage years while striving to be happy. i dont think ill be going to lehman, im pretty happy with laguardia and i made some reall cool friends already.gina and suzzzan are there too but its not like suzzan cares or anything. all she cares about is her self nad her clothes. she is the biggest poser, i mean ow can she dress like a little punk princess and listen to the backstreet boys, whatever why waste my time thi nking about things that iritate me sometimes. then gina...... well i dont get to see her a lot and then shes just like mike in this one way, that i wont mention, i just dont get her sometimes.
im at mikes house and hes really satringt o piss me off, stop beeing like that mike get up and say , i nam alive , i am not dead, i wonna go to a good coollege and there are other problems in this world other then minesi know hes gonna read this and ofcoarse not pay nyspecial care to it, and not think twice about it, instead think about how he should get some more money out of his aunt becuase he is the only chiild in their family and they'll give him anything he wants.
this seems very familiar to me, gina started writing a whole thng on the journal aboout how mike is really stupid when it comes to the way he deals with his life. whatever... end of the mike conversation, its strange how im typing this and hes sitting right next to me and im still typing this. hes gonna say this is irrelevant and shake his head and before hedoe he's gona sigh, he im givig you one big sigh mike. thatsit the end the end. i do not want to be having this conversation with myself again.
well about school, this kid told me that hes gona give me one of his guitars if i dont get one and hell teach me how to play. today in art class he was teaching me the how to read the notes and stuff hes really cool. im attracted to his friend and hes gonna tell him, he was asking me why i couldn just come up to mourese and tell him , i told him why, and he told me i wrong and i shouldnt feel that way. well if i put everything together then i think laguardia issnt all that bad but actually pretty good. im gonna probably join the swin team there, and hey i can graduate from there in my junior year also. weel got to go and try to talk some sense inot mike