havent felt this way for a long time now..........

[happygyrl]

ever since school stated tings have been petty messed up. yeah i know how everyone is alays complaining about how misserable their lives are, we all do it. i seriously dot know even one teenager that is happy with things. well i'll differ, i am happy, and i feel resourceful. there is hope, and there is time. but for now we remain the way we arefor now. i will be taking things for the way they are. even if its small things i will still be happy.i mean its proven i was.just a little taste of beeing and that was all. does anyone believe in soulmates..i do....i founf one, i think i hope i pray i found another.i will give all i can from my everything........just patience managibility, and hope.

i cannot wait until my birthday. is about 1 month away, well and a day/ kelly's coming! one of my most favorite people is....my most favorite person is!!!i cant wait..i really am just soo excited about it, we made plans..i nothing will go wong abut tem!!!!!!!well nights