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Not sure how I'm feeling right now, so I'm just going to skip that part. I'm just sitting in my room after a long day. I woke up this morning and called about 6 or 7 different Biotech companies to do a follow up if their coming to the network reception the Ag. Biotech Club is hosting. We are trying to get employers in to meet the students and yet none of them are interested. We invited 80 and I think 16 are coming. So that was my morning. Then I got ready and went out to Keenland with Sam and her friend Elizabeth. I saw so many people there I knew. It was crazy! I hung out with Sam for a while but then I met up with my brother and my dad. It was Makers Mark day so I was having a blast. My parents are ambassadors. I hope to be one when I turn 21. But in the last race I won my first Exacta. I was so excited! I only won 22 dollars off it, but if you count all my expenses for today and gambling, I walked away with over 40 dollars profit. Today was a good day. And all with 2 dollar bets. But then I went to a cookout and played Family Feud with my siblings and their friends. Now I'm just being a bum. Just been sitting on the balcony all night talking. So it has been a good day, but a long day. And tomorrow I'm meeting up with the family for Easter. Its always good to see them. I love my family and I'm glad that everyone lives so close.
But at the same time, I can't wait to get away. I'm really excited about Cedar point but at the same time I'm timid. I've never done anything like this before. I'm just leaving. My friends, my family, and my hometown. Going to a new place I know no one or nothing about. But I need a new start. I hate being reminded daily of mistakes I've made in the past. How come when I'm so close to forgetting, some one reminds me of how much of an awful person I've been? And no one believes I can/ want to change. You wouldn't understand. I just feel like everyone is looking for the worst in me, what I do wrong, instead of what I do right. I thought friends were suppose to help you, not judge you. I'm starting to wonder if one of my best friends hates me. What did I do? Why can't I just be myself? Such is life.
Happy Easter everyone. And please, take the time away from the candy and the commercialism to realize that our souls are forever in dept to the son of God and his selfless act of love he gave this world. Night. ~Sarah
But at the same time, I can't wait to get away. I'm really excited about Cedar point but at the same time I'm timid. I've never done anything like this before. I'm just leaving. My friends, my family, and my hometown. Going to a new place I know no one or nothing about. But I need a new start. I hate being reminded daily of mistakes I've made in the past. How come when I'm so close to forgetting, some one reminds me of how much of an awful person I've been? And no one believes I can/ want to change. You wouldn't understand. I just feel like everyone is looking for the worst in me, what I do wrong, instead of what I do right. I thought friends were suppose to help you, not judge you. I'm starting to wonder if one of my best friends hates me. What did I do? Why can't I just be myself? Such is life.
Happy Easter everyone. And please, take the time away from the candy and the commercialism to realize that our souls are forever in dept to the son of God and his selfless act of love he gave this world. Night. ~Sarah