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[happygal38]

Yes, I'm still alive. It's been a while since I updated. Let me just start out to say that I had an awesome spring break. I didn't do much of anything and it was great. I had something to do everynight. I decided I didn't like looking poor so I went out and bought stuff for my room and the appartment. Monday I went Shopping with my mother. It was a lot of fun and good to see her. Then I picked up a shift that night at work for a friend. Then Tuesday I woke up early but I didn't get out of bed. I grabbed my book, read for 4 hours, finished it, took a mini nap and then got out of bed. It was awesome! Then I went over to Matt's and tried to shoot his bow and arrow. Didn't work. I'm not stong enough. But then I went to the mall with my sister and we hung out. We were never really close when I lived at home but things are changing and I'm glad she can come to me when she needs someone to talk to. Just recently she called me in tears and it was nice to know that she can depend on me to be there for her. Then I went out and bought a game. Sould Calibur III. I'm not a huge gamer but I played it at a friends and I got addicted. Its a fighting game for those of you who don't know. But I grew up on video games, its how my brother and I bonded. Plus, who has a playstation 2 and no games? How much of a loser do you think I am? Anyways, then Wednesday Micheal came over and helped me decorate my room. Then we went and saw "Faliure to Launch". I was pretty good. It had its moments. And it didn't bother me that it was a love story. What?!?! My bitterness is going away? Who would have guessed? But then I went to a "Mandatory Wine tasting" at work. I got paid to drink. I love my job! Matt went with me because he got hired on there as a server Monday so I invited him to go with. Then we went over to one of my work buddies house and all hung out. I got really drunk, I won't lie. But it was all good. Then Thursday I took Sam to the Dentist. She was on drugs so I drove her around. Then that night I drove out to Red River Gorge(sp) and went camping with Rick and Chase. It was really cool. We were hanging out at Migels and everyone who was camping there was sitting around the fire. Rick and Chase had been drinking but I didn't join them. I actually ended up talking to this really cute guy from Michigan for 4 hours! We were the last ones up, neither one of us wanted to go to bed! It was fun to talk to a random stranger. He helped me out with somethings I'd been scared of. Like leaving. I know that I won't be in Lexington Forever. There is nothing here in my career. I'm just scared to leave because this is all I know. He kinda helped me see past that. I'll never forget him, and yet I know I'll never see him again. But I'm cool with that. Then Friday I came back, cleaned and went to work. People came over afterwards and I had a lot of fun. I didn't get to sleep until 7:30 that morning then work up at 9:30 to be at work at 10. Then I worked a double. I was at work over 14 hours. Then I came home, went to bed, and woke up at 9 the next morning to go open the resturant again. Sunday was better. Matt was on his second day of Training and Chandler was there so it was good to see both of them. Then I came home and cleaned. Watched Simpsons and Family guy, and my spring break ended. But it was absolutely wonderful. I really needed the break. Now I'm scared for school but I know that all I can do is my best. School is not the most important thing in this world. Friends and Family are more important to me than any A. And it just doesn't look as scary anymore. I can do this. I want to do this. But then last night Megan And I saw "Your's, mine, and ours". It was cute I won't lie. Its always good to see her. I just wish I didn't have class all day. But I'm going to go. My friend David is coming Thursday and I'm so excited. We met about a month ago, my friend Liz tried to hook us up. Anyways, we have been facebooking each other everyday for the last month and a half and he's finally going to come visit me. I'm excited! So whish me luck.
Oh, and Nikki, I found a quote for you.
"That word 'lesbian' sounds like a disease. And straight men know because they're sure that they're the cure." - Denise McCanles
Love you guys! Night!