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This is my first update from the new place. I love it! the only problem is I have no furniture. Right now I have a matress in the corner of my room and a card table as a desk. Fun times. I feel very poor. But I'm happier. I love this room to myself. I love having a kitchen and having people over just to chill. It's nice. I know Sam has prolly aleady told you but This Friday we are having people over to show off the place. Now the problem is us getting moved in and unpacked by friday. Great.... Anyways, my life is going really well. I'm a little behind on school and it hasn't hit me yet that Ben is now in Kansas. And that he isn't coming back. But such is life. I will always remember the summers that we had in high school and college. Life has been good. Why does everyone have to leave? but everyone will. I know that I'm leaving here too. I found a company that does the exact kind of research I want to do. Only problem.... Iceland. Not only will I be leaving the state, I will be leaving the country. There is no research around here except the university. I can apply but there are so many other students. So if I can't find anything with my bachlors it is right back to grad school for me. Fun times. And it scares me that I may leave everyone and everything. I know if by that time I have a husband it won't be so bad, but I really am scared to face the rest of my life alone. but Now I'm happy being single. My life is confusing me right now. Anyways, I'm going to go take a nap. IT is going to be a long week. toodles.