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It's time for an update. oh boy. well lately things have been horrid. Too many problems an too much goin on. Me and sutin broke up 2 days after my irthday and now im single. i told u guys i dont have back up boyfriends.
i got into a fight yesterday with my mom. again she has told me how she really felt about me and my dad too. no one understands me and no will. no one wants. i ahd friends but they all left me. now i have no one, not even a family. Everyone has turned their backs on me. i guess im used to it.
well homecomin is comin up. im too excited, i wish i werent goin and fly away but my one friend well used ot be told me to never miss a high schoiol dance because they are too much fun to miss even if it seems horriable sometimes you lawys have that one time that you will never forget. wel now shes 18 and has twin boys but shes the nicest person i know and is the smartest one i know.
i remember this kid named christopher who lives up in geneva that i met at my campground, i've only met him three times in 2 years but everytime we see each other we get really happy and never leave each other's side. everytime i hugged him it felt so right but i lost his number and i want it back. maybe i can call his cousin and get ahold of him. hes not the best good looking person but who gives a rats ass about looks. i sure dont. personality all the way.
well i've been callin Neil lately. its a cool guy. I used ot ang out with him but now i dont, it sucks. I'm suppose to hang out with him sometime this week but im not sure when, i think im goin ot call him tonight and see. so yeah.
Also im makin new goals, changin the way i do things. im quitin my bad habits (some people knwo wat they are) and get a real job and get the hell out of the place i live at asap. im changin my life around. also im backin off of guys for awhile. i dont want a boyfriend anytime soon.
halloween is comin up, i wanna dress up, but as wat? maybe a zombie, or something. or a dead prep, lol just kiddin i dont know. anything but a witch.