I give up on hope
Well I was right I was going to have the shittest weekend ever. Friday night after the stupid football game I went ot spend time with Nate but it didn't seem like he wanted to be with me, he somewhat ignored me. Saturday was the all day band thing nad that sucked majorly and after that I went home to the bitch. On the way home fro mthe band thing I found out that all my mom says about me to her friends and the family is nothing but bad things about me. Then sunday I went with Jill to her boyfriend's house and met Dustin and his friend Erik. Erik is cool but werid. Well Jill got a phone call from Nate saying him and her had to talk and to bring me. I got scared becuz I knew what it as so I made Jill ride a bike up to the skatepark where he was and I was walking there slowly with Dustin, Erik, Crystal, and my sister Amber. Next thing you know you see Jill coming flying past me pissed as fuck. I knew it. She told me what he said and I went into depressed mode. Erik and Dustin went to go and talk to him and they came back unharmed, thank god.
why must I always fall for the ones that I know that will just hurt me in the end. there have been three guys in my life that made my life worth living, only one though I fell in love with. I starting to fall in love with Nate but now it is no more. Tater gave me a hug ot try and cheer me and Cliff told me to just say I'm dating the owner of a tatoo place but I told him he was too old. They let me chill there for a while. They are so cool. Tater is going to pierce my belly button when I turn 16. Which I will be in 3 weeks.
well I'm out, I'm tired of crying and im tried of being hurt all the damn time by everyone except for a selected few. I'm leaving pretty soon, not sure yet, but soon.
why must I always fall for the ones that I know that will just hurt me in the end. there have been three guys in my life that made my life worth living, only one though I fell in love with. I starting to fall in love with Nate but now it is no more. Tater gave me a hug ot try and cheer me and Cliff told me to just say I'm dating the owner of a tatoo place but I told him he was too old. They let me chill there for a while. They are so cool. Tater is going to pierce my belly button when I turn 16. Which I will be in 3 weeks.
well I'm out, I'm tired of crying and im tried of being hurt all the damn time by everyone except for a selected few. I'm leaving pretty soon, not sure yet, but soon.