Aug 16, 2004 01:08
omg im getting fucking sick again. damn it. the stupid thing is its only my right side of my thorat that is severely swollowen. The left side is fine but damn the pain is shooting right up to my ear and my face. my right cheek is starting to go numb. how i hate this, i wish i werent alive. maybe the reason im getting so sick is because no one likes me.
i have 5 or 6 people who i can count as my real friends. the rest just shut me out, like my family. oh well. can't control that. life goes on . . .
well im sittin here holding ice to my neck to try and see if the swelling will go down because medicine dont work for me and neither do pain killers.
well i spent all day with my man (lol). i love him so. he actually puts up with my mom. go him. i cant even be in the same room with her more then 3 mins without fighting with her. then again he has to be nice in order for my mom to let him come over. lets see he came to my house and we ate dinner there and then he took me to Cici's pizza to eat there and then later around 10 he took me, jill, sonya, and todd to denny's. so i had 3 dinners. how crazy. then we watched a movie at my house and he iddnt leave til like 1am. oh well. he tried to make my throat feel better. how sweet
well im out. peace all. good night