LIFE SUCKS!

[happyemica]

WHO CAN BELIEVE THIS
2nd accident in 5 weeks
i feel like crap..
it is not my fault.. she ran the stop sign..
i even have some guy who came out and said that
should have gotten his info but i remember where he lives..

BUT COULD I HAVE STOPPED IT
i saw her stop after i did but started going when i was in the intersection..
i thought she was going to stop.. i thought just inching forward
cos she was on a hill.. i thought she wanted to inch forward onto flat land..
kinda like my first accident.. in the white car
that i assumed the guy was turning into the garage..
i guess never too assume anymore..

i hate hate hate hate this.. like.. what the hell is wrong with me
is it me? or really just unlucky..
bobby is worried that i am too focused on getting the car moving i don't see anything else
but the thing is that i saw it..
i really did..
i dunno.. should i have stopped? would that have helped?
i guess that's a case of defensive driving..

i am just so sad.. last time the car was given (or so i thought)
this time i bought this car.. SOOOOOOOOOO SAD
i should be grateful that i am safe this time
but i am just so PISSED!!!!!!!