Bad days~
This week...is really a bad one for me~ >.<
I got pissed off almost everyday~
1. MONDAY
On Monday, I was actually in a good mood in the morning. I went for my first class. We were all copying some answers from the board when my lecturer suddenly remind us about the following Monday t\here will be our mid term test. So I asked my friend what's the test paper's format? She didn't know. So I raised up my hand and asked. But damn! That stupid idiot lecturer answered me "Did you go for my lecture classes? How many times have I told you all?" Staring at me no wanting to answer my question. Like I would listen to your stupid damn boring lecture class! >.<
I was like "What the...?!" Fine! If you don't wanna answer then fine! I was thinking no remember any format first until when the test is near cause it's not a very important thing! He totally ruin my day! After his class, my next class is damn his 2 hours lecture class. I decided not to go. So I just went straight home. >.<
2. TUESDAY
Tuesday. the worst day ever. I asked bryan to settle the next coming meeting form (which needs to be passed up by Wednesday). And he said he'll settle it. Since he's settling the meeting form so I was thinking to asked him help settle the notice form too by passing it to my advisor. But he said he's not seeing him the next day and asked me to see him the next day. I'm not going to school the next day. So I told him I'm busy. And damn he didn't reply my text then. So fine, I'll settle the notice thing.
At night, my stupid annoying advisor text me asking me what time will I be going to see him tomorrow to pass up the meeting form. I was like "What?! I thought that Bryan is seetling it!" But my stupid advisor said bryan said he'll tell me to pass it up! What the...!! Since WHEN!!! I already told him that I'm busy didn't I?! Then when I told my advisor that he gave me a damn stupid idiotic answer saying:
Honestly i have always wondered as to why it is often an issue when it comes to the submission of the forms to the club house. As far as i know, Bryan mentioned that he would get in touch with you regarding the submission of the forms. If we do not submit by tomorrow it would be too late. Frankly it does not matter who submits the form. If the both of you are not able to make it by tomorrow, then i might as well settle it instead.
Excuse me???!!! O.O!!! Since we've officially be the committee members of the photographic society, I, EE LING have been passing up the form!!!! Only there's like once or twice when I was really very busy then i'll asked Bryan for help! Even collecting the form back from the stupid damn-so-far-away club house in our college was done by ME! Always! Every single week!!! (If you have no memory on this, I'll remind you! I always go all the way up to my idiot advisor's office to get the form and then run all the way to the club house to pass up and then only go for my gym class!) Until we stop having meetings for our final exams, this time it's the first for this semester and they are now saying I don't do my job?!
Now they're saying like as if I'm not responsible as the secretary! Damn you!
After I replied that advisor that bryan said he would settle it, he replied me: It would seem that this is not the first time that this has happened. Never mind. To speed things up, i will get my stuff to hand it over to the club house tomorrow. Do remember to prepare a notice for the meeting next tuesday at the study room.
HELLO?! Not the first time?! Did you just lose your memory or mind?! It has always been ME! And I was always the one who take initiative to do it since I was the secretary (tho I don't agree on being the secretary). So there's always NO PROBLEM! There's no NOT THE FIRST TIME! It IS the FIRST TIME!!! And damn I can't claim my stupid credit hour after I worked so hard for that stupid society! And now you're trying to be Mr. Nice-Guy saying you would pass up the form for us! So I answered him that if I had ever promised to do any thing, i would do it! And hence, the notice I've done it!
And he replied stupid text again: ok its obvious there is another communication breakdown over here.
Oh yea??!! Tell your president, Mr Bryan that he's always the one who has got communication problem! I've never had any whatever stupid communication breakdown with Feng! And It seems like Feng has always got communication breakdown with Mr Bryan too, for your information!
It pisses me off! It's not only the matter of communication but also responsibility! When I asked Bryan about the meeting form, he himself said he'll do it. And since he has got the form, why not just pass it up?! Why let advisor to hold it on?! Damn you! So why are you damn blaming me! When I MSN him telling him about passing up the form he damn scolded me: I've got so many things to do! I've got to do the account! I've got to do reports! At least divide the work with me!
Now you're blaming we don't do any work! Like hell yea! Then who's gonna help me design the name tags, re-edit like I don't even know how many times, print them, cut them and make them into name tags!?! Who's gonna help me to do editings on some stupid posters?! Who's gonna divide my work?! All you do is paper work! All I always do is damn stupid editing stuff which always pissed me off cause they always give me limited time and they always push and rush me to do until I don't have the mood at all! And damn when I said so he said "Then ask Feng to help you!" So I said "feng didn't even reply me!" And you know what damn f*ucking answer he gave me? "So? It's your problem!" Yea right! So, it's My Problem. And so it's also YOUR problem that you have to do the paper work ok? I'm not helping anymore ok? And Since you're the president and you're the Mr-Oh-So-Right so YOU do all the job! And since that's the case, you don't YOU ask FENG to help you! Why ME?!
And now they are making me look like I don't do what I've promised! I always did my best to complete it ok! Like editing the stupid pictures into montages to decorate the stupid society room! I've done it but my damn stupid advisor kept rejecting and I've re-edit like for 6-8 times for one stupid picture! Imagine, he told me to re-edit damn stupid 3 pictures again and again! Until I got pissed off and stop doing! So, it's not that I've not done what I've promised. It's just that YOU DON'T ACCEPT IT!
It's the same situation as giving presents. If you've promise your friend to give her/him a gift. And you gave her/him what you think is best for her/him. But she/ he didn't wanna accept it. So? It's her/his problem right? you can't go buy again another one to give it to her/him right? It's the same!
I got really pissed off. I'm quiting. Seriously. After this coming Tuesday's meeting, getting back all my stuff and finish whatever I'm doing, I'll dissapear in this stupid always-making-me-pissed off society! I should have listen to Louis since the very begining. I shoudl have stop when I knew I couldn't claim my credit hour anymore.
They are sort of always pleasing me, following what I want just to please me so I would do the paper work, edit the photos nicely for them. Forget it! And further more, i'm the only girl in the society so they are always using me (asking me to go for photoshoots) so they would ask the model to wear whatever outfit they wanted her to wear. And with me a girl there, the model will feel a bit safer and agree to wear. And now there are 2 girl juniors, hell they already abandon me. So I'm now a no-use in the stupid society! So, why should I stay?! I QUIT~!!!!
Yea! Whatever. I don't care. After this Tuesday's meeting, I'll go celebrate with Louis that I've finally left the stupid society and that idiot advisor and stupid president.
3. THURSDAY
Anyway, Wednesday,after all my class, I went to the stupid library to do the stupid name tag thing. Luckily Feng is there to help me and a junior name Alfred. I got pissed off too that day. Why? Cause I asked Alfred to cut and he asked me what's the length? So I aske dhim to get a ruler and pen so I could show him. When he asked the stupid advisor for ruler adn a pen, the Mr Oh-I'm-So-Smart advisor told him he doesn't need a ruler and a pen. And he brought out a machine to cut and did it as if he's a pro >.< I tried to stop him telling him the lines are actually not very straight and the length wasn't that thin. But he said "I've done this so many times so I know what to do." I tried to voice out but he idiotly continue cutting. I got pissed off mumbling and cursing under my breath.
What stupid advisor is this?! Then he tried to ask me which one did I printed out wrongly. I didn't wanna answer him but it was obvious cause I placed the mistake one on top of the others. So I said "What do you tihnk?" And he was like "I don't know. Yours?" I kept repeating "What do you think?" Until he said "Oh, so it seems like there's no mistake. ok, never mind." And after he went off, i said it to myself "Stupid...Are you blind?"
Anyway, i got really pissed off that I didn't wanna see his stupid face and talk to his idiot face!
4. FRIDAY
Luckily friday was still a great day. I woke up in the afternoon cause it's a holiday and I don't have school. Louis asked me out for a group study. i agreed. I went and he's alone there. Pitty him ='( The other friend of ours hasn't reach yet. We talked a bit and stuff... Aww..I miss him... It has been days since I've last see him~ ^^ I know he miss me too~ XD
At night, my family and I went out for dinner for my bro's birthday~ ^^
5.SATURDAY
It's a good day too today cause HATENAI SORA has been released!!! Yeay!! The PV is soooooooo awesome! *O* (Tho i expect more >.<) Anyway, I LOVE ALL THE SONGS!!! <333 I've been listening for the whole day already~ XD
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I got pissed off almost everyday~
1. MONDAY
On Monday, I was actually in a good mood in the morning. I went for my first class. We were all copying some answers from the board when my lecturer suddenly remind us about the following Monday t\here will be our mid term test. So I asked my friend what's the test paper's format? She didn't know. So I raised up my hand and asked. But damn! That stupid idiot lecturer answered me "Did you go for my lecture classes? How many times have I told you all?" Staring at me no wanting to answer my question. Like I would listen to your stupid damn boring lecture class! >.<
I was like "What the...?!" Fine! If you don't wanna answer then fine! I was thinking no remember any format first until when the test is near cause it's not a very important thing! He totally ruin my day! After his class, my next class is damn his 2 hours lecture class. I decided not to go. So I just went straight home. >.<
2. TUESDAY
Tuesday. the worst day ever. I asked bryan to settle the next coming meeting form (which needs to be passed up by Wednesday). And he said he'll settle it. Since he's settling the meeting form so I was thinking to asked him help settle the notice form too by passing it to my advisor. But he said he's not seeing him the next day and asked me to see him the next day. I'm not going to school the next day. So I told him I'm busy. And damn he didn't reply my text then. So fine, I'll settle the notice thing.
At night, my stupid annoying advisor text me asking me what time will I be going to see him tomorrow to pass up the meeting form. I was like "What?! I thought that Bryan is seetling it!" But my stupid advisor said bryan said he'll tell me to pass it up! What the...!! Since WHEN!!! I already told him that I'm busy didn't I?! Then when I told my advisor that he gave me a damn stupid idiotic answer saying:
Honestly i have always wondered as to why it is often an issue when it comes to the submission of the forms to the club house. As far as i know, Bryan mentioned that he would get in touch with you regarding the submission of the forms. If we do not submit by tomorrow it would be too late. Frankly it does not matter who submits the form. If the both of you are not able to make it by tomorrow, then i might as well settle it instead.
Excuse me???!!! O.O!!! Since we've officially be the committee members of the photographic society, I, EE LING have been passing up the form!!!! Only there's like once or twice when I was really very busy then i'll asked Bryan for help! Even collecting the form back from the stupid damn-so-far-away club house in our college was done by ME! Always! Every single week!!! (If you have no memory on this, I'll remind you! I always go all the way up to my idiot advisor's office to get the form and then run all the way to the club house to pass up and then only go for my gym class!) Until we stop having meetings for our final exams, this time it's the first for this semester and they are now saying I don't do my job?!
Now they're saying like as if I'm not responsible as the secretary! Damn you!
After I replied that advisor that bryan said he would settle it, he replied me: It would seem that this is not the first time that this has happened. Never mind. To speed things up, i will get my stuff to hand it over to the club house tomorrow. Do remember to prepare a notice for the meeting next tuesday at the study room.
HELLO?! Not the first time?! Did you just lose your memory or mind?! It has always been ME! And I was always the one who take initiative to do it since I was the secretary (tho I don't agree on being the secretary). So there's always NO PROBLEM! There's no NOT THE FIRST TIME! It IS the FIRST TIME!!! And damn I can't claim my stupid credit hour after I worked so hard for that stupid society! And now you're trying to be Mr. Nice-Guy saying you would pass up the form for us! So I answered him that if I had ever promised to do any thing, i would do it! And hence, the notice I've done it!
And he replied stupid text again: ok its obvious there is another communication breakdown over here.
Oh yea??!! Tell your president, Mr Bryan that he's always the one who has got communication problem! I've never had any whatever stupid communication breakdown with Feng! And It seems like Feng has always got communication breakdown with Mr Bryan too, for your information!
It pisses me off! It's not only the matter of communication but also responsibility! When I asked Bryan about the meeting form, he himself said he'll do it. And since he has got the form, why not just pass it up?! Why let advisor to hold it on?! Damn you! So why are you damn blaming me! When I MSN him telling him about passing up the form he damn scolded me: I've got so many things to do! I've got to do the account! I've got to do reports! At least divide the work with me!
Now you're blaming we don't do any work! Like hell yea! Then who's gonna help me design the name tags, re-edit like I don't even know how many times, print them, cut them and make them into name tags!?! Who's gonna help me to do editings on some stupid posters?! Who's gonna divide my work?! All you do is paper work! All I always do is damn stupid editing stuff which always pissed me off cause they always give me limited time and they always push and rush me to do until I don't have the mood at all! And damn when I said so he said "Then ask Feng to help you!" So I said "feng didn't even reply me!" And you know what damn f*ucking answer he gave me? "So? It's your problem!" Yea right! So, it's My Problem. And so it's also YOUR problem that you have to do the paper work ok? I'm not helping anymore ok? And Since you're the president and you're the Mr-Oh-So-Right so YOU do all the job! And since that's the case, you don't YOU ask FENG to help you! Why ME?!
And now they are making me look like I don't do what I've promised! I always did my best to complete it ok! Like editing the stupid pictures into montages to decorate the stupid society room! I've done it but my damn stupid advisor kept rejecting and I've re-edit like for 6-8 times for one stupid picture! Imagine, he told me to re-edit damn stupid 3 pictures again and again! Until I got pissed off and stop doing! So, it's not that I've not done what I've promised. It's just that YOU DON'T ACCEPT IT!
It's the same situation as giving presents. If you've promise your friend to give her/him a gift. And you gave her/him what you think is best for her/him. But she/ he didn't wanna accept it. So? It's her/his problem right? you can't go buy again another one to give it to her/him right? It's the same!
I got really pissed off. I'm quiting. Seriously. After this coming Tuesday's meeting, getting back all my stuff and finish whatever I'm doing, I'll dissapear in this stupid always-making-me-pissed off society! I should have listen to Louis since the very begining. I shoudl have stop when I knew I couldn't claim my credit hour anymore.
They are sort of always pleasing me, following what I want just to please me so I would do the paper work, edit the photos nicely for them. Forget it! And further more, i'm the only girl in the society so they are always using me (asking me to go for photoshoots) so they would ask the model to wear whatever outfit they wanted her to wear. And with me a girl there, the model will feel a bit safer and agree to wear. And now there are 2 girl juniors, hell they already abandon me. So I'm now a no-use in the stupid society! So, why should I stay?! I QUIT~!!!!
Yea! Whatever. I don't care. After this Tuesday's meeting, I'll go celebrate with Louis that I've finally left the stupid society and that idiot advisor and stupid president.
3. THURSDAY
Anyway, Wednesday,after all my class, I went to the stupid library to do the stupid name tag thing. Luckily Feng is there to help me and a junior name Alfred. I got pissed off too that day. Why? Cause I asked Alfred to cut and he asked me what's the length? So I aske dhim to get a ruler and pen so I could show him. When he asked the stupid advisor for ruler adn a pen, the Mr Oh-I'm-So-Smart advisor told him he doesn't need a ruler and a pen. And he brought out a machine to cut and did it as if he's a pro >.< I tried to stop him telling him the lines are actually not very straight and the length wasn't that thin. But he said "I've done this so many times so I know what to do." I tried to voice out but he idiotly continue cutting. I got pissed off mumbling and cursing under my breath.
What stupid advisor is this?! Then he tried to ask me which one did I printed out wrongly. I didn't wanna answer him but it was obvious cause I placed the mistake one on top of the others. So I said "What do you tihnk?" And he was like "I don't know. Yours?" I kept repeating "What do you think?" Until he said "Oh, so it seems like there's no mistake. ok, never mind." And after he went off, i said it to myself "Stupid...Are you blind?"
Anyway, i got really pissed off that I didn't wanna see his stupid face and talk to his idiot face!
4. FRIDAY
Luckily friday was still a great day. I woke up in the afternoon cause it's a holiday and I don't have school. Louis asked me out for a group study. i agreed. I went and he's alone there. Pitty him ='( The other friend of ours hasn't reach yet. We talked a bit and stuff... Aww..I miss him... It has been days since I've last see him~ ^^ I know he miss me too~ XD
At night, my family and I went out for dinner for my bro's birthday~ ^^
5.SATURDAY
It's a good day too today cause HATENAI SORA has been released!!! Yeay!! The PV is soooooooo awesome! *O* (Tho i expect more >.<) Anyway, I LOVE ALL THE SONGS!!! <333 I've been listening for the whole day already~ XD
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