I kept it together today ...
... I didn't tear up once in front of anyone. All crying was done in private and no one was any the wiser ... why did I choose today to go back to being the "old me"? Because it's easier. Easier than explaining why I wanted to just go home and curl up in a ball and cry. Easier than explaining why I missed Jo-Ann being around so much today. Jo-Ann has helped me a lot through the last year and a half and doesn't even know - the mannerisms, the expressions, the hair, everything ... helped me keep the happy memories of mom around.
2 years ago today (well technically yesterday, but whatever), mom died.
Thank you Jennifer for remembering.
My sisters didn't even call. No emails. No text messages. Nothing. Maybe they've forgotten and moved past it - I haven't.
Gonna go cry myself to sleep for the 2nd night.
I really need a hug.
2 years ago today (well technically yesterday, but whatever), mom died.
Thank you Jennifer for remembering.
My sisters didn't even call. No emails. No text messages. Nothing. Maybe they've forgotten and moved past it - I haven't.
Gonna go cry myself to sleep for the 2nd night.
I really need a hug.