My once a semester update...
So clearly I very rarely use this anymore. But some of you may like to know whats going on in le world of me.
Made a sorta awkward phone call today, to tell Kevin that I have been spending a decent amount of time with another guy (more on that in a min.). But for the first time, we had nothing to talk about. I didn't think we would be super chatty, but we've been keeping in touch with each other, but I think since the conversations before Ring Day, we decided we were totally in different places. I wish him the best, and do intend to keep in touch, but I can only put so much effort into a friendship, the way I could only put so much effort into that relationship. It makes me sorta sad, but mostly I'm glad there is a conclusion. We both came through that with maturity and I at least learned lots of things about myself.
Made two fantastic new friends this semester. One of them has become one of my best friends. She's pretty fantastic. Although we have our moments I <3 this girl. She also has a puppy that I can play with whenever I want. The other is a boy. At first I liked him, then I was like "nope, not interested, we'll be friends." And about that time I became completely smitten. The last week or so I've been over there till at least 4 am a majority of nights. He's a smart kid, but has the same biting sense of humor I do. Although I'm not sure where things are going, I'm having a blast, and am trying really hard not to worry about it. Worrying gets you nowhere, and accomplishes nothing.
I've also lost a lot of motivation to get things done lately. Like right now I have a million things that need to be done, but I couldn't even finish writing this without getting on Facebook to talk to other people. I don't know if I'm stressed, there is too much going on, or school is just boring me. But I know myself, and would hate to be disappointed in myself, so I will get everything taken care of eventually, hopefully in a way that I'm proud of.
I've also found myself changing friendships this semester. My best friends from home and I have managed to re-define our relationships, but we are getting along as well as ever. I made it home in March to see Glenn and get to see Amanda in 3 weeks. I'm totally proud of Glenn for making it through basic and finding something he enjoys doing. And I can't wait to Manda. I've really wanted to see her since some stuff happened early in the semester. But even though we are all far away, we are just as close, and I wouldn't trade that for anything. Another friend moved away, and I hope she knows I love her dearly, but for some reason its hard for me to find the time to keep our friendship at the level it used to be. And sometimes I know I act like I don't care, but I promise I do. Hopefully their coming back will fix some of that.
And now I don't know where to end this.....so off to be responsible I guess....
Made a sorta awkward phone call today, to tell Kevin that I have been spending a decent amount of time with another guy (more on that in a min.). But for the first time, we had nothing to talk about. I didn't think we would be super chatty, but we've been keeping in touch with each other, but I think since the conversations before Ring Day, we decided we were totally in different places. I wish him the best, and do intend to keep in touch, but I can only put so much effort into a friendship, the way I could only put so much effort into that relationship. It makes me sorta sad, but mostly I'm glad there is a conclusion. We both came through that with maturity and I at least learned lots of things about myself.
Made two fantastic new friends this semester. One of them has become one of my best friends. She's pretty fantastic. Although we have our moments I <3 this girl. She also has a puppy that I can play with whenever I want. The other is a boy. At first I liked him, then I was like "nope, not interested, we'll be friends." And about that time I became completely smitten. The last week or so I've been over there till at least 4 am a majority of nights. He's a smart kid, but has the same biting sense of humor I do. Although I'm not sure where things are going, I'm having a blast, and am trying really hard not to worry about it. Worrying gets you nowhere, and accomplishes nothing.
I've also lost a lot of motivation to get things done lately. Like right now I have a million things that need to be done, but I couldn't even finish writing this without getting on Facebook to talk to other people. I don't know if I'm stressed, there is too much going on, or school is just boring me. But I know myself, and would hate to be disappointed in myself, so I will get everything taken care of eventually, hopefully in a way that I'm proud of.
I've also found myself changing friendships this semester. My best friends from home and I have managed to re-define our relationships, but we are getting along as well as ever. I made it home in March to see Glenn and get to see Amanda in 3 weeks. I'm totally proud of Glenn for making it through basic and finding something he enjoys doing. And I can't wait to Manda. I've really wanted to see her since some stuff happened early in the semester. But even though we are all far away, we are just as close, and I wouldn't trade that for anything. Another friend moved away, and I hope she knows I love her dearly, but for some reason its hard for me to find the time to keep our friendship at the level it used to be. And sometimes I know I act like I don't care, but I promise I do. Hopefully their coming back will fix some of that.
And now I don't know where to end this.....so off to be responsible I guess....