Braides Have Been Untied as Ribbons Fall Away

Jul 22, 2006 17:50

lifes very drowsy lately. i kinda wish i had a love of my life... that i could actually be with. i think when u find something thats truely good u need to experience it before u can move on, or else ur left with an empty feeling. but in a way im satisfied just waiting. its safer. i dont know how to explain it, but i almost think i chicken out of relationships. but how would i know? not like i have much experience with that sorta thing. and its even scarier thinking i've been waiting all this time for it and it might not even work out. now THAT would suck... a lot.

So rachael's books coming along. we spent pretty much all day yesterday being lazy and doodling book covers. and Omg haha we went on e bay and looked up enchanted stuff. there were all these people trying to sell enchanted rings and stones and such that could grant wishes or transport u to fay (the fairy world). they were all like only 6 buck so me and ray were gunna bid but i was kinda freaked out that they would actually work. Anythings possible. and as much as having a fairy thats trapped in a locket would be cool-- who wants that responcibility? haha like most of them had a witch or gypsy relative who had recently passed away and wanted their magic "spread throughout the world".

There was a creepy story where some woman said she was selling her gandmothers magic Fairy stone and she said someone who bought past merchandise from her had gotten a "visit" from the grandmothers spirit. Apparently she was home alone, reading, when suddenly her lights went out. She went downstairs to check the fuse box, but when she found nothing was wrong she went back upstairs finding the lights on and a note from the grandmother's spirit about the rock. Weeeeird. that definetly gave me the heeby-jeebies. Of course the person this happened to wasnt freaked out, but "touched" by the beauty and kindness of the spirit... again weird. I
would be scared out of my mind if i got a note from someone's dead grandma!

But as much as half this stuff was completly stupid, you have to wonder. i mean i actually beleive in some of that stuff. Why not? theres no proof its not real. Like one lady put on a womans enchanted ring and she suddenly remebered exactly where her re-marrying mother had left her engagment ring. And maybe there is a fay-- I doubt its a world that u can walk around in and play with the pixies, but maybe its more of a spiritul place? Haha and even if the fairy thing isn't real, i think spirits can visit people. I even sorta think witch craft could be real-- just that i would be to scared to try it cus i dunno if God would appriciate that sorta thing. haha But i completely beleive in like psycic people and clairvoyance. i think the human mind could move mountains if we could tap into its true power. And maybe thats all psycics are-- people who have small openings to the subconscious power of the mind. As a matter of fact we all can, i mean you can useually tell when someones watching you or something bad is going to happen. haha Thats far from moving mountains, but you know wut i mean.
I'd like some opnions on this!

bri
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