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State of minds and state of souls can be very much intricately connected. Take me for example the last few months well since about August of 08’ my general demeanor and overall existence has and continues to be very positive. Good things in general have presented themselves including developing relationships that well have surprise me more than I can describe. At the same time the lost of other relationships that have surprise me even more. Travels and exciting opportunities are abundant despite the fact that money isn’t as available I am making the most out of said developments. My life has taken a complete 180° change. Change which is something I don’t like much but which I have been unable to ever prevent from coming or even have the ability to deflect it. I know how can a person stop or detour the coming tide of change? Call it naive ness on my part. Those of you who might know me may think “YOU! Liar how can you say you don’t like change when everything in your life is always changing.” Well I don’t like change precisely because of it, in my personal perspective it has interrupted any stability which would have been a good thing for a young girl to have. Nonetheless though despite these feelings, I am beginning to embrace change and its instability. In fact now I quite enjoy its minor inconveniences and look to it as an element of excitement. Change and all of its well change makes day to day livable. Imagine if we would all still be stuck doing, living, eating, the same exact stuff that we did the moment we came out of the womb. Change is the reason we are here now and not there anymore which to that I say AMEN sister!
But in order for us to embrace the change whether it be good or bad then we must also learn to let go of yesterday. Memories are grand I must say but they can be a drag at times because of whatever emotional scar tissue that is built as a result. While great memories we cherish we don’t seem to recollect them as frequently and often as we do the negative ones. I am in the process of learning just how to let go of the negative ones and embracing the good ones all the way through my last second in the life.
So because of this new insight or perhaps it is a level a maturity maybe both I am better. I am a better friend, a better person, a better partner and I am better.
But in order for us to embrace the change whether it be good or bad then we must also learn to let go of yesterday. Memories are grand I must say but they can be a drag at times because of whatever emotional scar tissue that is built as a result. While great memories we cherish we don’t seem to recollect them as frequently and often as we do the negative ones. I am in the process of learning just how to let go of the negative ones and embracing the good ones all the way through my last second in the life.
So because of this new insight or perhaps it is a level a maturity maybe both I am better. I am a better friend, a better person, a better partner and I am better.