Jan 31, 2011 01:01
I'm off work tomorrow for no reason other than i hate my job so try to take as many days off as possible :D luckily we can build up and spend a bit of 'flexi time' so get extra days off every now and then... half an hour a day adds up pretty quick.
Anyway, so that's why i'm still procrastinating online at 1am. I've just spent the last two hours applying for jobs. I wonder if they will notice what time i sent the email and, if so, will they think i'm a) really keen, b) an insomniac or c) really irresponsible being up so late on a school night? Hmm.
I applied for one job in Devon, just because i wanted it and why not? It doesn't mean i have to take it, even if in the unlikely event that i'm offered it. It's 15 weeks until my current contract runs out, and decision time is looming. There are seriously fuck all jobs in Liverpool at the moment; seriously, i did a job search at work (Jobcentre database) for *all* jobs in Liverpool and there are only vacancies for chefs, interpreters and really high level research jobs at the universities.
So i can -
a)stay in Liverpool and be a cleaner, if i can even get a cleaning job/go on JSA
b)commute to somewhere pretty far away e.g. Manchester, Chester/North Wales, Preston ffs! and spend craploads on petrol or...
c) relocate :(
I really love Liverpool, so i am fairly devastate at the prospect but... times are getting desperate. I left Uni over three years ago and still haven't had a permanent job. I feel like i'm wasting my life.
...i could go crawling back to Essex/London (but not the family home, God no!) I like Essex, but literally none of my friends live there any more so i would be starting over, only with an accent advantage this time, lol.
What to do? :'o(
liverpool,
real life