Tribute
Life's overall still pretty good. Three more days of school left..then summer. I'm totally gonna bomb my math final, but I'm gonna do well on my history final(I hope). Screw Algebra 2 and Ms.Allard. She needs a life.
I love Tenacious D after seeing The Pick of Destiny-so funny. I wanna see it again soo badly haha. Their songs are awesome and quite entertaining, such as "Fuck her gently" and "Cock pushups" lol. "Tribute" is pretty damn good too.
Jason's friend Robbie is really cool, sarcastic about everything and such. Jason gets all jealous whenever I talk to him, it's great haha. I don't know, I kinda like being free. Like it's so awesome to have a boyfriend and I love him and everything, but I am still young and want to mess with life, not live by rules and customs. I wanted to settle down for the year, as finally now in 11th grade I truly found myself, who I actually am, without anyone to control me or my actions. Back in Elementary I thought I was a follower, submissive, the one always behind the curtain. But now, I am dominant as hell, always having to do things for myself and am never, ever wrong. I am loud and outgoing often, but am the type to always observe the situation rather than to cause it. I am still a watcher of life, and always will be.
Horsie(Jaytee) is doing awesome, we did probably around 25, 30 miles on Saturday, we almost rode to Poway! I need to work on his respect for me some more though, as he's gotten a bit wild. I kinda provoke it though, I like a hyper horse. No sane Arabs for me, no way! I ordered him Easyboot Bares, hoofboots that act as athletic shoes for horses. I'm sooo excited, as I've spent like over a year researching them.
Sigh...I need to go to bed. Yet I'm left with the thought buzzing around my mind...I'm scared that I will indeed feel that need to be free..and I really don't want to lose Jason, we're so great together. I guess I'll just take things as they come.
I love Tenacious D after seeing The Pick of Destiny-so funny. I wanna see it again soo badly haha. Their songs are awesome and quite entertaining, such as "Fuck her gently" and "Cock pushups" lol. "Tribute" is pretty damn good too.
Jason's friend Robbie is really cool, sarcastic about everything and such. Jason gets all jealous whenever I talk to him, it's great haha. I don't know, I kinda like being free. Like it's so awesome to have a boyfriend and I love him and everything, but I am still young and want to mess with life, not live by rules and customs. I wanted to settle down for the year, as finally now in 11th grade I truly found myself, who I actually am, without anyone to control me or my actions. Back in Elementary I thought I was a follower, submissive, the one always behind the curtain. But now, I am dominant as hell, always having to do things for myself and am never, ever wrong. I am loud and outgoing often, but am the type to always observe the situation rather than to cause it. I am still a watcher of life, and always will be.
Horsie(Jaytee) is doing awesome, we did probably around 25, 30 miles on Saturday, we almost rode to Poway! I need to work on his respect for me some more though, as he's gotten a bit wild. I kinda provoke it though, I like a hyper horse. No sane Arabs for me, no way! I ordered him Easyboot Bares, hoofboots that act as athletic shoes for horses. I'm sooo excited, as I've spent like over a year researching them.
Sigh...I need to go to bed. Yet I'm left with the thought buzzing around my mind...I'm scared that I will indeed feel that need to be free..and I really don't want to lose Jason, we're so great together. I guess I'll just take things as they come.