Jan 15, 2004 00:40
its snowin!!!!!!!!!
dont wanna go back to school
nyc with the family Friday til Sunday, then back to T.U.
jen is comin back! if she wasnt goin, neither was i.
not choreographin. not my loss.
new years resolution: start swimming again. amanda needs to get back into shape.
gained 10 pounds when i got home...got my teeth pulled...lost 12. nice diet right?
the crew is bein weird...the guys are neway.
the girls are goin on vacation without them either right when we're all out of school for the summer or next winter break. goin south, and raisin hell.
im detatched.
but im happy?
hopin to hear from my best friend and actually see him before i go back to school. im not detatched from that issue. not feelin the same...but not lettin go just yet. i wont let it be my fault if we lose touch like he's lost touch with everyone else i'll put it that way.
single and ok with it
bored with myself
kinda messed up
but im happy?
grandma's out of her mind...more so than usual.
its been a great break til now. wish it didnt have to end.
beauty school?--lawyer?--social worker?
not sleeping at all. couldnt sleep at school, dont sleep at home. time for sleeping pills?
threw out my back 3 times since ive been home. im 18, not 40. this shouldnt be happening.
yellowcard = music of choice this week and prolly for a while.
hafta pack. dont feel like it.
i wanna get married.
yet im ok with being single?
wont go there.
did i mention its snowing?