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I don't know what brought this on but at about 5 am I got really homesick almost to the point of tears. I fell asleep on the couch and woke up at 4 and then couldn't fall back asleep and somehow an hour later the thought of wishing I were at home sparked my head and just thinking of how different things could/would have been if I had made a different decision about school. I know that one shouldn't live life with regret and I know that I've gotten a lot of coming here, but at the same time I slightly regret it.
I think I'm just having a down day. The worst part is I think I'm in this neverending cycle that I can't get out of.
I'm hoping that it's just because everyone is still out of town so I'm pretty much by myself for at least another week. After that things should get better and I'll get back into the fun of school.
I think I'm just having a down day. The worst part is I think I'm in this neverending cycle that I can't get out of.
I'm hoping that it's just because everyone is still out of town so I'm pretty much by myself for at least another week. After that things should get better and I'll get back into the fun of school.