Aug 25, 2002 16:21
Yaleboy85: hey ryan, i am really sorry for friday night, but thanks for taking me, and i did have fun, and i really apologize for everything, so how was the beach?
Hydeing: What?
Hydeing: I was so embarassed.
Hydeing: You embarassed me in front of my friends and everyone and then even your parents.
Hydeing: or whoever they were.
Yaleboy85: for what? no one blamed you, no one did, i promise
Hydeing: What kostas told you was the truth. I really do not want to talk to you anymore.
Yaleboy85: not even talk?
Hydeing: no.
Hydeing: I cant stand you.
Hydeing: You cried and then had the audasity to hit me.
Hydeing: What the fuck.
Hydeing: I thought things could work.
Hydeing: But fuck that.
Yaleboy85: wait i hit you?
Yaleboy85: when?
Hydeing: Fuck yeah.
Hydeing: and you wouldnt stop.
Hydeing: and then you let Ivan suck you on a sidewalk!
Hydeing: you fucking slut.
Hydeing: then you wanted kostas to go home with you.
Yaleboy85: what? ryan, i really can't remember half the things that happened i can only remember crying, i am sorry for all of that, i really wish you would forgive me for atleast some of it, i have never been drunk and i just really don't remember any of it, god i am so sorry for all of that, i really really am
Hydeing: you fucking did it to yourself.
Hydeing: you did it without considerations for anyone else.
Hydeing: I hang out with you because of pity.
Hydeing: I will not hang out with you anymore.
Yaleboy85: and i can't beleive i hit you, i would never do that i am so sorry, all i truly can remember is crying and that you were not there when i was crying or throwing up, all i needed was you to be there, i truly can't remember any of it, i am so sorry please forgive me for all of it and please just give me another chacne i promise i will never drink again
Hydeing: fuck you.
Yaleboy85: god ryan i am sorry, i didn't mean to do that i really didn't
Yaleboy85: i never wanted to do anything to you, or hurt you or emberass you, i am so sorry
Hydeing: A Drunken man's words are a sober mans thoughts. your jealous of me and want to be me, but you take what you can get so that way maybe you can be kool.
Hydeing: but its not working.
Yaleboy85: what do you mean?
Hydeing: I am some prize for you to have. something to make you feel better because your ugly but your date is kool.
Yaleboy85: you were not my date thank you, i never said you were nor have i made it sound like you were, you were my best friend, when and why did i hit you?
Hydeing: I dont care for this conversation anymore.
Yaleboy85: please just tell me why did i hit you?
Hydeing: I dislike you all the people i introduced you to think i have some kind of disorder that i give to people so fuck off. and dont ever talk to me again.
Yaleboy85: i am sorry, no one thinks that, anyway i am probably going back to pauls to apologize tomorrow
Hydeing: dont even.
Yaleboy85: and anyway i am not the person who just said they wanted to hang out just so i could go to destin adn then fwb
Hydeing: and?
Hydeing: You dont seem to understand.
Yaleboy85: i really thought you wanted to hang out
Hydeing: How i feel right now about you is pure hatred in ever sense of the word.
Yaleboy85: fine but i will be seeing paul again to talk to him, and i will be seeing almost all of those people again
Yaleboy85: i am probably going to see if kostas will hang out next weekend
Hydeing: I really dont care how you feel, I never did. I dont really have to answer any of your damn stupid questions because the answers dont matter, you will just take them and throw them away. You arent your own person and I hate that you copy other people just to establish yourself.
Yaleboy85: fine, well will you still send me those pics, you promised, as like a fuck you present?
Hydeing: I cant stand the fact that you can go and talk to paul tomorrow because if I could I would fucking run you off the road.
Yaleboy85: yeah you could, oh wait you don't have a car
Hydeing: I know, But dont think you are out of my line of influence. I know where you live and I have ways of making your parents hate you even more than they already do. (which I dought is possible) but I have my ways. I can fuck your world up at school.
Hydeing: dont underestimate me at all,
Yaleboy85: btw, i know what you mean and how you feel, i hate that you hate me and i hope one day it will change, i do treasure all you have given me, and i hope one day things between us will be better, but until then i promise i will still be here if you ever need me
Hydeing: heh you just insulted me and you think you can just apologize you way out of this?
Hydeing: you are a little bitch.
Hydeing: No wonder J says that so much.
Yaleboy85: i unsulteed you because i am mad at you, not because i hate you
Yaleboy85: and i really don't think he says that, because if he did he wouldn't have come pick me up
Hydeing: heh I dont really care. Hey did I ever tell you that joke?
Hydeing: What did one fat girl say to the other fat girl?
Yaleboy85: who cares there fat
Hydeing: Well the answer can be said for you as well.
Hydeing: Who cares, your fat.
Yaleboy85: LoL, that really did hurt
Hydeing: so what you say doesnt really matter.
Yaleboy85: i know, but the thing i said about i will always be here for you is true
Hydeing: heh right.
Yaleboy85: and why did you call me a little slut, from what i was told you were the biggest trick there
Hydeing: yeah thats why you had me so embarrasssed in front of my friends.
Hydeing: right listen!
Hydeing: THE WORLD IS NOT SOME FUCKING QAF EPISODE! GET THE FUCK OVER IT!
Yaleboy85: listen, i may have my problems, but i am not the only one, i saw them from the first day i met you, and i wanted nothing more than to help, hell yeah i loved you, but that is over with, i still wish i could help, but you won't let me, and i still don't think j said that about me
Yaleboy85: and why do you think i embarassed you? i mean did they say anything about it?
Hydeing: heh trust me, j wants you to leave me alone fr my sake.
Yaleboy85: why for your sake, what did i ever do to you?
Hydeing: he and I make fun of you so much.
Yaleboy85: and still why did i hit you?
Hydeing: heh i have no clue you just hit me in the back of my head and that is a fucking no no.
Yaleboy85: i am sorry, i really can't remember that did i say anything when i did it?
Hydeing: nope you jst kept letting out your anger.
Yaleboy85: wait, you were sitting on the couch weren't you?
Hydeing: ummm no i was sitting on the couch.
Yaleboy85: isn't that what i just said?
Hydeing: you are so fucking stupid its funny.
Yaleboy85: i think i can remember it now, i wasn't taking out anger and i never meant to hurt you, i was just playing around, you hit me once and i was just playing, iam sorry
Hydeing: right.
Yaleboy85: you know, kostas doesn't blame me for anything that happened, he says shit happens when you get drunk, why are you acting like i did everything on purpose?
Hydeing: heh because the wya you drank those first five shots was a sign of realease and impression for you. you did that to look kool and yet you never thought of the consequences except for yourself. I was lke that once, and I do not wnat to afiliate ith it anymore.
Yaleboy85: and anyway, if a drunk mans words are a sober mans thoughts did you not hear me keep saying that i loved you or when someone tried to make me feel better by saying you were an ass, i always said you weren't that you were the best person
Yaleboy85: and if you saw me doing that why didn't you try to stop me?
Hydeing: heh I FUCKING DID BY TELLING THEM NOT TO LET YOU DRINK!
Hydeing: I AM NOT THE FUCKING BEST PERSON YOU OBSESSED FUCK!
Yaleboy85: to me you are
Hydeing: heh fuck you.
Hydeing: you fucking lunatic.
Hydeing: thats why me and j make fun of you.
Hydeing: you fucking hurt yourself.
Hydeing: and you let yourself hurt yourself.
Hydeing: J doesnt agree with that at all.
Hydeing: we both tell you I am bad and you dont believe him and you tell me, whom of which we are talking, is a fucking lier.
Yaleboy85: i never said he was a lier i just said he was wrong about you, that you wouldn't do that to me
Yaleboy85: and from what i was told i was not the only person there who was once obsessed about someone
Yaleboy85: and was what they said about you being the biggest trick there the truth?
Yaleboy85: you there? and i also plan on calling j tonight to see if him making fun of me is the truth
Hydeing signed off at 3:36:07 PM.