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Aug 20, 2002 13:35

I have always said that i fuck things up, but i realize i fuck more things up than i thought, i just found out, that i am what has caused my best friend to be so depresses, that it is my fault that he is here and not where he wants to be, i know i have never done anything right, but now i realize how wrong everything i ever did was, I love him so much, but he hates me, and blames me for comeing back from Baton Rouge, all of it is my fault, everything, i wish there is something i could do to make it all better for him, but i suppose there isn't, but i will try i will try everything i can until i find some way to make it all better for him. Until then i suppose i will do nothing but fuck things up, nothing but ruin the good things i have, because appearently i ruined the best thing i had.
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