Fascinating
Why do they have to find her fascinating?
The second guy has admitted to me that he finds C fascinating. He finds her sweet and charming. Why doesn't anyone see me? Why is it that I do the baking and the homework help and she is the fascinating one? Am I not as kind? As pretty? As good at listening? Why does it seem like my femininity has been lost to my best friend. I am a friend. Sometime I look lovely, but in the end no one finds me fascinating. People hurt me and her and they apologize to her. It feels like I am a maid and she is the countess. I can't deal with this anymore because she could have him, but she won't want him and I can't even get one to look at me. I am so sick of this.
The second guy has admitted to me that he finds C fascinating. He finds her sweet and charming. Why doesn't anyone see me? Why is it that I do the baking and the homework help and she is the fascinating one? Am I not as kind? As pretty? As good at listening? Why does it seem like my femininity has been lost to my best friend. I am a friend. Sometime I look lovely, but in the end no one finds me fascinating. People hurt me and her and they apologize to her. It feels like I am a maid and she is the countess. I can't deal with this anymore because she could have him, but she won't want him and I can't even get one to look at me. I am so sick of this.