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Bah. This week sucked. Next week is gonna suck...I bet this entire month will suck too, it did last year. It was her death anniversary on Tuesday and her birthday is today. I've been an emotional roller coaster all week long, and it doesn't help that Collin practically almost broke up with me Tuesday night/Wednesday morning. And everyday I get to go to work and see people buying shit for mother's day and talking about what they do for their moms and whatnot and I just get to sit there and go "fuck." And then it's not like I can say anything about it to people. What're they gonna say? "Oh, I'm sorry..." and then everybody's awkward. Hah, I love it when people are complaining about their week/day. Oh em gee, I barely got any sleep last night because of blah blah blah. If they only knew about my week...wouldn't they feel like an asshole. Granted, I know my life isn't bad, and that worse things have happened, but still, people take everything for granted and don't appreciate anything and I hate them for it.
And not to mention there's been some shit going down with my sister that I'm not going to mention because I respect her...but just suffice it to know that it's not good...not life threatening, but not good either.
And I'm still having a lot of trouble dealing with people who were really close to me not being in my life anymore. And man, how I wish it were only one..but it's not. I guess why I can understand why, in both cases...but it sucks. Whatev, I'm mopey most of the time now anyway, so I can see where I might not be as fun to be around anymore. ::shrugs:: I think that this is just something that's gonna take a while to get over, or whatever it is you do when the people you love don't love you anymore.
I duno, but don't think my life is all terrible.
Collin and I have our finances on track now, we're definately not rich or anything close to it...but we're getting to the point where we can pay our bills on time, so fucking go us! lol
I sell Mary Kay now, and I started out fairly well. I've lost some motivation, but I'm gonna get back on track soon. I'm just waiting til the emotional shit with my mom dies down a little. But I'm not worried, cuz I look freakin sweet in my Mary Kay outfit, who could not buy from me? lol
Furst has her happy face on almost all the time now and Cod is his usual dopey self, so nothing really to report there.
For those of you who heard about the possible eviction, and then nothing after it, it was all a crock of shit. The woman who gave it to us wasn't supposed to and she got fired soon thereafter. So we were just shitting ourselves for a couple weeks cuz she was a twat, but we're fine now. Yay us!
Annnndddd I think that's it. So yeah, later.
And not to mention there's been some shit going down with my sister that I'm not going to mention because I respect her...but just suffice it to know that it's not good...not life threatening, but not good either.
And I'm still having a lot of trouble dealing with people who were really close to me not being in my life anymore. And man, how I wish it were only one..but it's not. I guess why I can understand why, in both cases...but it sucks. Whatev, I'm mopey most of the time now anyway, so I can see where I might not be as fun to be around anymore. ::shrugs:: I think that this is just something that's gonna take a while to get over, or whatever it is you do when the people you love don't love you anymore.
I duno, but don't think my life is all terrible.
Collin and I have our finances on track now, we're definately not rich or anything close to it...but we're getting to the point where we can pay our bills on time, so fucking go us! lol
I sell Mary Kay now, and I started out fairly well. I've lost some motivation, but I'm gonna get back on track soon. I'm just waiting til the emotional shit with my mom dies down a little. But I'm not worried, cuz I look freakin sweet in my Mary Kay outfit, who could not buy from me? lol
Furst has her happy face on almost all the time now and Cod is his usual dopey self, so nothing really to report there.
For those of you who heard about the possible eviction, and then nothing after it, it was all a crock of shit. The woman who gave it to us wasn't supposed to and she got fired soon thereafter. So we were just shitting ourselves for a couple weeks cuz she was a twat, but we're fine now. Yay us!
Annnndddd I think that's it. So yeah, later.