missing home

[happy_toes]

so i was fine all last week until like this weekend and i just got incredibly homesick all of a sudden. probably because casey finally moved up to boston on saturday and i realized that he's now 1200 miles away...instead of just a car ride. so now is 39 days till i see him. idk how im gonna do this. i miss everything about him. and all i want is to cuddle and be happy again. and its just so aggravating. and whats even worse is that i feel like i have no where to go to just fucking cry. so i have to like hide it or attempt to find somewhere i wont be found. blah. i just wanna go home at this point. just back to this summer and have it be summer for the rest of my life.
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im not liking college life so far. =/