Oct 06, 2004 09:02
Well I guess last night was the night to have dreams. but mine was one of those ones where i couldnt tell if it was real or not..
I woke up and i was all panicky and i freaked out. He had left me. without care or knowing it hurt me sooooooo much. He said he didnt want to keep intouch with me nor be friends at all. he wanted me completely out of his life. no questioned asked. And i couldnt figure out what i did. or how i did something wrong. but he wanted me away from him and to just forget about him.
Worst dream ever. of course ive had other dreams with him and bad situations. but this one freaked me out a little to much. and b/c i was asleep i thought i was real.
Worst thing to start your morning off. wow. i really do hate that feeling... and i realize i would freak if we ever broke up...
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